Unfiltered // Loki x Reader

Chapter 22 // Will It Ever Be The Same?

It had been a week and Loki still hadn't left his room. Thor decided that he had just about had enough, and went to his room.

He knocked loudly, "Loki. Open this door." When Loki didn't reply, it slightly angered Thor and he knocked louder. "Loki!" "What do want?" He asked firmly, on the other side of his room. "You are being pathetic, get out of there!" Thor yelled to him. Loki was suddenly angered. He marched over to his door, unlocked it, then swung it open.

"Pathetic? I'm being pathetic!?" Loki hissed between his teeth. "Loki, listen to me," Thor started, forcefully walking into his room and dragging Loki with him.

Meanwhile, you sat hugging your knees on the sofa beside Rogers. Everyone in the tower had realised something was going on between you guys, and since Loki never left his room, they only tried to cheer you up or help get it off your chest. "Shouldn't you try talking to him?" Rogers asked, but you just shrugged. "I don't think he'll want me to, I am sorry for ruining the mood all the time."

He shook his head, assuring you it didn't matter. "I think we should get you out of here, it's been a while since you've left the tower. What do you say?" He smiled to you. You smiled back, weakly, at his effort, "I think I would just ruin the mood." "No, of course not, don't say that. Come on, let's go somewhere. Is there a place you like?" He asked, slowly getting distracted by the footsteps behind us.

He turned and nodded, "Hello." You furrowed your brows, and turned around too, looking over the top of the sofa. You stopped, body and thoughts. You hesitated, but blinked and looked down; turning around slowly. You saw Thor nod to Rogers before turning around, in the corner of your eyes as you were fixed on Loki for that moment. Rogers and you both looked at eachother.

"I think, I'd like to go to that park you showed me way back when we first started to speak..." Loki heard you mutter to Rogers. Rogers nodded, and told you to wait for a moment; so that he could change out of what he was currently wearing. Loki watched as he left you to sit alone.

Thor noticed, and sighed silently to himself, dragging Loki to sit in the same space as you. Loki refused, but gave in quickly after. "Y/N, how are you feeling?" Thor asked while Loki just stared at you. Thor watched you nod, not looking to either of them, "You?" He nodded too, a smile on his face, "I am good, Loki?" He looked to Loki, who didn't respond, ignoring everything and only looking to you.

You looked up to him, and seeing that he was staring, you saw glimpses of anger. Only anger. Was it that bad? You swallowed hard, and successfully pushed back crying. You then looked away, opposite them, you didn't want to make it worse.

Loki felt hurt, he wondered if this was your way of telling him that you didn't care. His hands turned into fists as Rogers came back. Loki watched as he put his hand on your back, making his eyebrows furrow. Watching Rogers smile, then you get up, he stared; more obviously wide eyed. As you kept your gaze down, and kept close to Rogers as you passed them, Loki felt disheartened. Was he replaced by 'Captain' over those 5 years? It was a stab to the heart, having this idea in his head. He didn't break out in tears, although a small part of him wanted to. He was more angry. Who was this 'Captain America' to mean more to you than Loki did? Did you throw Loki away, for him? Loki wished that he could ask you, but he didn't want the truth to hurt him more than seeing this did.