Tomorrow | Choi Soobin [REVISED][COMPLETED]

42. Stigma

What will tomorrow be like?

a: Maybe back then, if I had just a little more strength and stood before you, would everything be different now?

❝ 𝓣𝓸𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓻𝓸𝔀 ᵕ̈

(Note* Sudut pandang antara orang pertama dan ketiga suka berubah² di tengah narasi)

I was standing in the all white universe which i dont know.

Soobin, ayo..

Then, a beautiful-looking middle-aged woman came from nowhere called me that i know her.

Mama..?

I miss her. I swear i miss her.

Sini..

And i came closer to her. She stretched her hand out then i hugged her. I missed this hug. Really, i wouldnt change that for anything in this world.

But, then i heared the sound of crying from far behind me. Sounds so familiar. And i let go of my hug just to see who that was.

That...was a girl, my girl, my galaxy, my everything, who was be the reason i continued to breath. She sat alone in the cruel world that left her behind. She was crying? Why? Was she okay?

Usually, everytime she cryed, the one who always hugged her is me. So, i change my step direction to her.

Soobin, mau ke mana? Ayo ikut mama..

But, i had a woman i must follow too. I stopped to look at her, my mom.

Ayok..

So, which direction should i go?

Ayok, Soobin..

I chose to step back at my mom. But the sound of crying behind me was getting harder. Harder than harder. Make me stop stepping again. And i looked at her. Then, i looked at my mom.

My mom gestured her hand. Tell me to get closer to her, with smile.

But,

No..

Not yet, mom..

I still have a girl to be hugged..

I still have a girl to be appeased..

I still have a girl to be loved..

She needs my hug..

She needs me..

Yes..

It's not the time yet..

So i stepped back at my girl, because i might not go yet..

"200 joule. All clear?"

Dua dokter lain serentak sedikit menjauh dari ranjang pasien. "Clear!" Dan segera selepas itu kedua belah defibrilator yang berbentuk seperti sepasang setrika itu ditempelkan pada dada anak laki-laki itu. Hingga dadanya sedikit terangkat hanya untuk jatuh lagi ke ranjang sedetik kemudian.

Masih. Monitor EKG itu masih menunjukkan garis lurus disertai lekukan yang tidak tinggi. Tanda detak jantung berpacu dengan sangat cepat, diambang batas normal, menyebabkan jantungnya tak mampu memompa, melainkan fibrilasi.