Note to Ryanhawk(vent kinda-?)

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(Aka my ex-Internet boyf-)
Dear Ryanhawk,
I know you haven't talked to me in forever, and I know you cheated on me, but listen.
While I'm still pissed off from you cheating on me with a person named...Riley(not real name, since this is on wattpad and not amino) I just want to say something:
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I was a bad girlfriend.
I'm sorry for being a worrywort.
I'm sorry about not helping you with your panic attacks.
And
I'm sorry that we didn't get to experience what other couples did.
Hand holding, going out on dates, kissing each other for real...
I know that we had to keep our relationship private, so we really couldn't experience much like other couples, but I just...really wanted to do what those other couples did with me and you...but we never got to do them...
Listen though, I hope Riley gives you all the love in the world, and that they're a better lover than me.
I hope you two live a happy life, and do everything that we couldn't.

One more thing, Ryanhawk:
Even though you cheated on me,
I love you.
I love you, and I won't stop loving you.
You were the best dam thing in my life.
And I wish I could have you back.
But for now, we just need some space...

Sincerely,
Kat/RO99

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