Scenario: Reader-Chan has always had depression and Levi knows that. When he married Reader-Chan he saw how happy she became but that doesn't mean that her depression still doesn't show some days. What happens when Reader-Chan is having one of those days where her depression is winning? (Reader-Chan use to be a captain herself but quit after marring Levi and now does different chores around HA such as cooking, cleaning, etc.)
Warning: This oneshot is a lemon. Sex will be involved. Also, language. You have been warned Reader-Chan!
{Levi's Point of View}
I walked into my office after a long day of training the cadets and heard the shower water in my private bathroom on. I walked into my bedroom where my private bathroom was attached and saw my wife's uniform on our bed. She must have been done with her work for the day.
I decided to relax myself and took off parts of my own uniform before heading to my desk to read the newspaper. I noticed even after reading all the newspaper, my wife still hadn't come out of the shower. I knew what that meant. She was having one of her days. She was sad, lonely, confused, and probably every other emotion that existed. She was depressed. She often took long showers when her depression was hitting her hard. I knew that all too well and I knew what I had to do.
I tried opening the bathroom door but it was locked. It took the key to it out of my back pocket and slowly opened the door. There she was she. Just standing in the middle of the shower naked, looking down, and letting the water fall upon her body. It pained me to see her like this but I knew she couldn't help it. I knew it wasn't her fault. Right now, she needed to feel loved. She needed to feel needed and important.
I grabbed a towel and turned off the water before wrapping it around her body. She looked up at me, clearly not realizing that I had unlocked the door and entered. She turned and walked out the small standing shower. She just stood there in front of me and kept looking back down. I tilted up her chin with my fingers and gently kissed her. I felt her almost immediately melt into my touch as I wrapped my arm around her and brought her body closer to my own.
I didn't kiss her for too long. I didn't want it seem like I was just using her or her body. I just wanted her to know how much I loved her. After pulling away from our kiss, I grabbed the clean shirt she had the counter top. I realized it was mine and in fact not hers. I knew that she did that when she missed me. She had told me that herself once. It was nothing more than a white button down collared shirt, but to her it meant so much more. I dried her off and put the shirt on her before picking her up bridal style and taking her to our bed.
There I laid her down and as went to grab our blanket folded at the end of our bed, she grabbed my shirt sleeves. I looked at her and she looked off to the side for a second before looking back up at me.
"I need you." She said. I was internally shocked. I had been married to her for some time and gone through this process many times but this was the first time she ever said she needed me straight out and not just in a cuddle and hug me way. "Please." She whispered.
I couldn't help myself as I climbed on top of her and started kissing her lips passionately. She moaned as we started french kissing and this caused me to move one of my hands down her body towards her thighs.
"(Your name)." I said her name asking permission for my fingers to enter her.
"Please. Please Levi." She bugged me to finger her and so I did so. Her head leaned back and she moaned in pleasure as I pumped my fingers slowly inside of her. "Faster. Faster. Please." I made my fingers pick up their pace as when I felt her walls clenched tightly around them, I pulled them all out. "Levi." She groaned slightly upset that I wouldn't let her cum. I went back to kissing her and when we pulled apart again she whispered into my ear. "I want you to fuck me so hard. Please, Captain."
She wrapped her legs around my torso as she finished speaking and at that very moment I felt myself go over the edge. She was always good with words in bed but tonight was different. Tonight I felt her love stronger than ever before.
She started undressing me and I took off the shirt I had just recently put on her. As we kissed, I aligned my dick in her hole and pushed in very slowly. I knew I was killing her internally. Her moans said it all. It killed her when I went so slow. She wanted more. So much more of me. And even though I knew it, I was fed her to say it. I wanted her to say it more than anything and so I leaned down and asked her in her ear this time.
"What do you want?"
"You." She whispered in a moan.
"I can't hear you."
"You." She said slightly loudly.
"Say it louder." I said slightly raising my own voice as I continued to slowly fuck her.
"Stop fuckin' teasing me and fuck me as hard and as fast as you fuckin' can from behind!"
She yelled loudly And before either of us could blink I had forced her to turn on top of stomach, stick her ass up, and I fucked her as fast as I could from behind. She couldn't control her moans and to be quick frank, neither could I. Every now and then I would slap her ass harshly and she moan so damn loud I'm sure all of HQ could hear. I didn't care though. I didn't give a damn that everyone could hear. After all, she was mine. She was my wife and that would never change.
We didn't stop even after we both cummed for the first time. We didn't want to stop and when I started to feel my energy snap away, she would give me a blow job. And damn, if she wasn't amazing at that. We probably fucked for half of the night before we both could no longer continue.
Now I laid down as she kept her head placed over my rapidly beating heart.
"Thank you." She said after a while of just laying trying to catch our breathes.
After filling catching my own, I decided to speak. "You know, I love you." She looked up at me and I looked down at her while brushing her hair behind her ear. "I'll always be here for you. Whither it's a happy or depressing day for you, I'll be right here. I promised that the day I married you and I mean it to this very day. I'll always make you feel needed and wanted. I can't image my life without you."
She moved her head and kissed me gently. "I love you more than anything, Levi."
"I love you more than anything, (your name)."
