Scenario: Reader-Chan is insecure about herself in almost every way. One day Levi passes by Reader-Chan as she looking at herself in water's reflection and realizes just how insecure she is.
{Levi's Point Of View}
Today was a normal day at HQ. Training, eating, and paperwork. It was already late into the night and I was ready to sleep for the short two hours I usually got when I noticed a faint light outside from my office window.
Upon closer inspection I found a figure out looking down in a rain puddle from yesterday's showers. It was most likely a cadet and I would have to punish them.
I made my way outside slightly upset that I'm losing a little bit of sleep over such a stupid thing. Walking closer to the figure I suddenly it speak.
"So useless. So ugly. I'm not worth a speck of fine sand."
Hearing the voice I immediately recognized who it was. It was (your name). A cadet of mine that was rather good at everything she did; so why would she say such things? I stayed back a little to continue listening to her one on one conversation with herself.
"You can't kill titans. You can't fight. You're body is ugly. You not good at cleaning. You're a disappointment. You're a burden to everyone around you. Just admit it (your name), you're worth nothing at all."
Listening to her almost made me question her sanity. She sounded almost emotionless in her words. As if she has been saying that herself her whole life.
"Maybe if I died, everyone would okay."
At these words, I snapped. I immediately ran up to her, grabbed her shoulders, and turned her around to face me. Utterly shocked, my eye opened widely seeing tears dip down her face. She may have sounded emotionless listening to her but her eye said a completely different story. She was insecure about herself and not only in her looks but in her personality and in her skills as a part of my squad. She was so insecure about herself that she actually felt the need to die.
Not knowing what to do, I hugged her. I hugged her tightly and I knew she was surprised because I heard her slightly gasp. I was afraid she would toss me aside but she didn't. I felt her wrap her arms around me and cry onto my shoulder. She needed me. She needed a shoulder to cry on that she could trust and she chose me for that.
Everyone knew I liked (your name). She was perfect in every way imaginable. I wasn't aware if she knew I like her like all the others who saw me give her special treatment but I knew she had liked me. It was a secret that Hanji let out one day and it actually made me just love (your name) even more. Seeing, hearing, feeling, and knowing that she was crying on my shoulder, reassured me that she did in fact like me back.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." She whispers in tears.
I take my hand and rub her hair in ways to comfort her. Assume time passes, she becomes more and more quite until I realize that she has fallen asleep I my arms. Knowing no one else was awake, I carried (your name) onto my room and laid her on my couch in my office so I could keep an eye on her. Looking at her, she was peaceful and even more beautiful than in the daylight.
I tricked a strand of her hair behind her ear and whispered, "You're perfect."
Looking at her sleeping form, she softly smiled. She must have heard me in her sleep.
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"Morning." I greeted (your name) as she slowly sat up and rubbed her eyes making me chuckle.
"How long have I been here?" She asked.
"About two hours. I'm surprised you're up so early."
"That's because we train around this time." I softly smiled to myself seeing how she was use to waking up around this time for training.
"You don't have to train today if you don't want to."
She shook her head. "No. I'm going to train. I have to work on a lot of my techniques." And there she went with her insecurities.
I stood up from my desk where I was working on paperwork and sat at the end of the couch; placing my arm on the top portion. "You know you're one of my top cadets. You don't have to worry about how well your techniques are anything."
She looked down. "But..."
I placed my hand under her chin to make her face up to me and I look into her eyes. "Stop being insecure. You're perfect, in every way."
She looked at me straight into my eyes and I could see many emotions flood her eyes. She smiled. "You better not tell anyone about this."
I smiled causing a chuckle to escape my lips. "I won't. It will be our little secret."
She looked down again but suddenly I saw an evil grin appear on her face. "What all will be our little secret?" Was she... she was flirting.
I grinned back. "This." Without warning I pulled her into a kiss. I imagined she was shocked the first second or two but she leaned in and kissed me back after the sort shock.
When we parted I grabbed my jacket and started to walk out the door. "Come on before we're late. Wouldn't want anyone knowing our little secret."
She smiled. "Okay!"
(A/N: Hello my dear readers! So I wrote this story because I myself have a lot of insecurities and have been working on overcoming them. I felt as though it was important to write a oneshot where anybody can over come their insecurities with love. I hope you guys enjoyed the oneshot and feel beautiful in your own way). 💕
