•Levi x Depressed!Suicidal!Reader•

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Scenario: Levi know his cadet Cadet (Your last name) has depression and takes medication. Every night Levi has peeked into her dorm room to watch her take her medication and one days finds her planning to overdose. What will happen and will Levi save Reader-Chan?

Scenario: trigger warning and attempt of overdose/suicide

{Levi's Point of View}

They say it takes only twenty one days to make something turn into a habit. Maybe that's why I've gotten into the habit of checking up on Cadet (Your last name) every night.

She joined the Survey Corps and was immediately put into my squad because of her skills. I discovered the same day that she had depression when Hanji brought her a bottle of her medication to her in the mess hall for everyone to see. She was open and honest about her problem to me. She was depressed and had been since she was a little girl. She was to take her medication every night because it also helped her sleep. Since dorms were shared between two of the same sex cadets, she had her own dorm and therefore I could peek through her door every night to make sure she took her medication without been seen by anyone else.

Why? Because I liked her. She may be depressed but that didn't change her. She was realistic and hard working. Through she rarely smiled, I always found her to be the brightest person in the room. Her mental illness didn't shine in my eyes, her own personality did and that was all that matter.

Like always, I made my way towards her room. She never closed her door all the way. I didn't know why but it didn't really matter. As long as I was able to check up on her.

I peeked into the crack of her door and my eyes widen at the sight before me. There was ripped up paper scattered on the floor, writing on the wall marked in what looked like blood, and empty pill bottles opened and thrown throughout. I looked for (your name) and saw her holding one pill in her hand, leaning on her bedside table with her other hand, and looking at her pill bottle. There was blood covering her finger leading me to believe she cut it to write in the walls. I continued watching worriedly. After a few seconds she shakily opened her pill bottle and took most of them in her hand. She bent her head back and brought the pills to her mouth. I could tell she had been crying but that wasn't on my mind at that very moment.

I rushed into her room, grabbed her wrist, made her throw all the pills she was holding on the ground, forced her to turn around as I was behind her, and hugged her tightly. I hugged her so tightly she probably could barely breath but I didn't want to let go.

She sobbed softly and managed to move her hand to cover her face and move her hair out of her face. I had never seen her cry and from the looks of it, she barely had any tears in her body to do. She must have cried so many times when I wasn't looking.

After whipping tears from her face, she softly banged my chest and whispered, "Save me. Please, help."

It was the same words she wrote on the wall in her own blood. I started brushing through her hair and softly hushed her. She didn't need words, she needed actions. I knew that and I would be the one to do so.

I moved my hands and licked her up bridal style. She kept her face buried in my chest; almost like she didn't want me to see her cry.

I carried her to my own bedroom and laid her own my bed. I was going to stand but she held a tight grip on my shirt telling me without words to stay. She didn't want me to leave. She needed me.

"It's okay. I'm not going anywhere." She slowly started letting her grip on me go and as she did I reached to the end of bed to grab my blankets.

(Your name) only looked down. Clearly mentally destroyed and tired. I picked her feet up and laid her on my bed completely. She curled up and I covered her with my blankets. She grabbed onto my shirt once again speaking the same unspoken words as before. I smiled for the first time in a long time as I moved her hair out of her face to kiss her forehead and climb in bed with her. I wrapped my arms around her and held her as close as possible to my own body to make sure she knew I was never letting her go.

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I woke up and felt as though I was waking up lately than usual. When I slowly started opening my eyes, I saw (your name) taking her fingers away from my hair as she was brushing it down. I grabbed her hand before she let it fall to the bed completely and pulled her into a kiss. She kissed back without hesitation. It was everything we both needed. Action.

I gently moved one of my hands to hold her face and moved my other hand to pull in her body. The feeling of our kiss was indescribable. It felt so good that I couldn't help but get on top of her and kiss her even more passionately. She tangled her fingers in my hair and wrapped her feet around my lower waist. I almost couldn't control myself but we needed to part for some much needed air. We did so and I couldn't help but smirk at the sight underneath me. She was hot and adorable at the same time as she blushed and looked into my eyes lovingly. I didn't even know it was possible to be hot and adorable at the same time.

"Thank you." She whispered moving her right hand on my cheek to swipe one of her fingers under my eyes.

"(Your name)." She looked back into my eyes as she was watching her fingers move. I moved a hand to place on top of her own that was still holding my face. "Please never try to leave me again. I love you too much."

Her eyes widen slightly in shocked but she smiled the brightest smile I had even seen on her. "I promise. I love you to."

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