When I lit the candle it created a special warmth and ambiance, infusing the room with color and fragnance, and brought a sense of calm and well being in the pit of my stomach, but hours later, when the flame flickered, it was about to extinguish along with all my hopes and dreams. The food is cold, the batteries in the cd player died a while ago! Hours have passed and Elizabeth has not found her way to our room.
I have waited patiently for her to come, but she did not. I am emotionally distressed. The fear of failure gripped me and I feel defeated. She has found solace elsewhere tonight. I stood and looked out the window into the stary night and wondered why I allowed for this to happen. I waited too long to fix my relationship with the woman that I love. I sighed and walked over to the bed and dropped on it, feeling lonely and depressed.
I killed the relationship because I loved her too much. My heart twisted with pain at the realization that I might have lost her forever! Where is she? Why hasn't she come back to me? To whom does her heart belong to? My heart tightened and twisted, the pain was unbearable. It was going to be another long night.
Morning had come and I have not slept. The servants removed the plates of food from the table and quietly left my room. I watched as they closed the door behind them. I walked over to the window to see if I could catch a glimpse of Elizabeth in the court yard, but she was not out there. My shoulders slumped and the first tear drop made its way down my face. it was one of many.
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