I lay on the bed crying my heart out. Soon I will leave and I haven't even spoken to Alexander.
He hides from me. He is ashamed, and doesn't have the balls to come talk to me! He told me he loved me and I believed him like a fool! Why would he do that? Why would he lie to me?
Angry, I jumped off the bed and stomped to the door. I am going to go to his chamber and confront him!
I marched all the way to his room and opened the door. I stepped inside and closed the door behind me. I was all alone, he was not here. A rush of pain tugged at my heart. I looked around the room and my eyes fell on the bed. So many memories rushed to my mind.
Alexander showed me how to love and be loved, but he never showed me how to live without him. As the wretched sobs tore from my throat, I cried out in anguish, feeling alone and desperate. I believed in him and he destroyed me! I fell against the wall and slid down to the floor. All of this did not make any sense. I want him to look me in the eyes and tell me himself he does not want me anymore!
Suddenly, I heard laughter outside the door and I lifted myself up from the floor and waited, wiping the tears from my face. The door swung open and in walked Alexander. He looked so handsome and strong. He raked me with his eyes with that wild and sexy look he always had for me. Nervously, I waited silently for his reaction, but It was not what I expected.
Alexander walked by me and ignored my existence. Walking to chair by the window, he sat down and faced me. "What do you want lass?" his eyes were glued to my breast as he waited for my answer.
"Are you talking to me or are you talking to my breast?" I asked him angrilly.
Alexander threw his head back and roared with laughter. Which pissed me off even more.
Sombering up, ALexander narrowed his eyes and with a serious tone asked, "Is there something I can do for you?" and his right hand fell on his erection and he positioned it in the other direction.
"How dare you!" I said, trembling with anger.
ALexander looked confused. He stood and marched over to the door and opened it and motioned for me to exit his room.
He thought to be rid of me just like that! I angrilly walked up to him and stood in front of him, and whispered tearfully, "ALex, please dont do this." and I placed my hand on his muscled chest.
MY husband rolled his eyes and removed my hand from his chest, and said coldly, "lass, contain yourself!"
And that was the final straw, I was not going to stick around to be humiliated anymore. I walked away with my head held up high. I thought I heard him call out to me, but I just kept on walking.
Mary was right afterall.
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