Yanxi's POV
A week has passed again. Nothing much changed, but Peixun has been sticking with Karry the WHOLE TIME, and Karry accepted her. Sometimes he would hug her, intertwined his hand with hers, laughed with her, or even caressed her hair.
I thought I had become numb to it, but I didn't, and I couldn't. My heart ached a lot, way too much. I realized this whole time I've been falling in love deeply into Karry, and this time I couldn't move on.
I stopped trying to explain to Karry too. The more I tried, the more he got pissed at me and hated me instead. I also had not been eating properly this past week, I just didn't have the mood to be happy and take care of myself well.
"Yo Yanxi!" Roy's face suddenly appeared in front of my face.
Oh right, Roy was the one who kept me accompanied in this past week, and I could feel his friendship with Karry became weaker each day.
"Thinking about Karry again?" he asked and sat next to me. "Come on, everyone already went home!"
I looked around the class, and it was completely empty. I sighed and got up, "I'm not going home."
Roy stood up too. "Then where are you going?"
"Gonna get an ice cream at the park."
He beamed, "Ice cream?? I also want! I'm coming with you!"
I smiled a little and got up from the chair while slinging my bag on my shoulder, "Come with me then."
It took us around 10 minutes to get to the park, and once we arrived we immediately ordered two strawberry ice cream and sat on the bench. The park wasn't crowded at all.
"It's nice here," Roy said and I nodded as I licked the ice cream.
"You really can't move on from Karry?" he suddenly asked, which stopped me from doing anything I was doing.
I looked down, "Yes."
"Don't think about him too much. I'm also here you know, I need you to think about me too," he said.
I frowned, not knowing what he meant. "What? I don't understand what you're saying."
He let out a soft sigh and shook his head. "Nevermind."
Just when I was about to enjoy my ice cream again, I saw something that I shouldn't see, something that I would regret seeing it.
Karry and Peixun. They were about to kiss each other.
I tried to hold my tears, I tried to hold myself, but I just couldn't. With frustration, I stood up and ran towards them. In a split of second, I found myself pulling Karry away from Peixun right before their lips met each other.
Both of them seemed so shocked, but soon, Karry frowned. "What the hell do you think you're doing, Huang Yanxi?!"
Tears started to stream down my face, and for the first time after that incident, I yelled at him. "WHAT DO YOU THINK I'M DOING?! WHO MADE ME DO ALL THESE THINGS?!"
I laughed bitterly and glared at him. "You never, even once, want to listen to me. I don't know what f*cking reasons you have, I don't care, but spending your five minutes isn't that hard, Karry. You don't even know what's actually happening but you've made your own conclusions by yourself."
"And now, do you think by hurting me you can get out of this problem?! Yes, I admit it, I'm hurt seeing you with Peixun. I'm hurt everytime you hug her and laugh with her, it hurts me more than anything else because I love you. I don't know if now you truly love her or you're just faking the whole thing, but I'm sick of trying to explain to you. So find out by yourself the truth, or you'll regret if for your whole life."
I wiped my tears away and smashed the ice cream to his shirt. "One more thing, I don't even know what mistakes I did until I deserved all of these, but I'm trying to accept it. So don't come to me and say sorry, because I won't accept your apology. It's more than enough for you to step on my feelings and my pride. No more."
With that, I left. Ignoring whoever was calling my name at that time. I need time to calm myself down.
Karry's POV
I never knew that Yanxi would be that hurt, I didn't know that she loves me that much. Seeing her being hurt, hurt my heart so much. Especially when the person who was hurting her was me.
Her words were all true. I was so selfish that I didn't want to hear her out. Now everything was just too late. She wouldn't want to explain to me anymore.
I looked at Peixun, she was in her state of shock. Actually in this past week, I realized how different Yanxi is from other girls. She never even once being clingy to me, tell me to buy stuffs for her, or do anything else that would be a disadvantage for me.
While Peixun, she was the complete exact opposite of Yanxi. I was suffering a lot everytime I hangout with her. I should've treasure Yanxi, why did I hurt the girl that I love the most instead?
I sighed when I looked at the ice cream stain on my shirt which was now being cleaned by Peixun with tissues.
I stopped her hand. "Let's go."
"Wait Karry!"
I turned around and saw Roy. He heard everything, but I didn't care. He knew everything anyway, Yanxi must told him already.
He grabbed my wrist, "Come with me."
"What? For what?" I asked, trying to let go of my hand from him.
"To know the truth, every single thing that happened."
Author's Note:
This book is coming to an end T.T
I think two more chapters left then MAYBE a special chapter if many people request for it. ^^
Anyway, hope you enjoy your weekend, the last weekend in 2018. ❤
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