Fame | Shawn Mendes

Chapter 80; Cussing & Complications

"One dollar in the cuss jar Miss Carver!" I heard Evan yell.

I rolled my eyes and did as told. I stumbled over a cable and fell so I said some colorful words. It was Lena's idea to make a cuss jar since everyone was cussing so much. She said at the end of the tour we could probably all go on vacation from the money.

I mean, we don't even cuss that much.

"By the way Mark send this letter. It's addressed to you the person send it to the record label. It's not fan post, Mark said it's from a lawyer or something. I have no idea," he said and handed me the envelope.

"Uhm, okay. Thanks," I said and was about to open it but Lena & Ellie called me in to do hair and make up before the meet & greet.

"Tour is going so fast. I mean it feels like we got on the road just a few days ago but it's been like what? Three weeks?" Ellie said as he styled my hair.

"We started in the middle of march so yea. It's crazy," I admitted since the European Leg was almost over.

"Erik told me the movie is coming along great. I've always loved behind the scenes stuff and I'm sure not only your fans will love it," Lena said and Ellie agreed.

Since the movie obviously isn't scripted it doesn't even feel like we're filming one. I just do whatever the hell I want to do and it creates good content for the movie. I'm also really excited to see it myself so I can't wait for that.

"You're good to go," Lena said and I thanked them before making my way to the hang out room where all my dancers and the crew was hanging out.

"You have twenty minutes before meet & greet," Evan informed me and I nodded before sitting next to Theo & Khalid.

"I saw some golf carts earlier. How about a race?" I whispered to Theo. He nodded, excitedly and told my band, Khalid and the dancers who all followed me, secretly so no one would ask questions about where we're going.

We had four golf carts so we made teams of three since we were fourteen people and one person was standing at the finish and one gave the signal to start.

I teamed up with Khalid & Kyle with me as the driver. I'm the only one without a license but it's not like I've never driven a golf cart before.

One of my dancers gave the start signal and I pressed down on the gas just like all the other drivers. We had to drive around a table and then get to Nick who was standing at the finish line.

Unfortunately, I got second.

Evan called me a few minutes later and I walked to the area where we held the meet & greets. After meeting all my lovely fans we had the Q&A before I went back to Ellie & Lena to relax and change my outfit for the show.

I changed into wide, short pants along with a white Gucci shirt and matching Gucci shoes. Ellie styled my hair into a half up half down hairstyle with some curls and my make up was natural with glittery eyeshadow.

I stayed in my dressing room by myself as Ellie & Lena left. I pulled out my phone and checked my messages. I sighed as I saw none of my so called 'friends' had texted me. It's always been that way.

My career is no at fault everything started like two years before that. All of us were so close but I guess we kind of grew apart. Well, with me. They're still the best of friends and I don't know why but I always tried to keep the friendship alive. On the ski trip where I went along everything seemed to work fine again and it felt so nice to have friends with me who didn't care that I was famous.

It felt nice to have some friends that were there before. When I was just Mila.

However, now they never even text me anymore. I texted non stop trying to make it feel like when we were all younger again but it never worked. Either they asked me questions about famous people I met or they talked about school and things they did which makes me feel left out every time.