I LOVE NIALLS NEW SONG SHSHSJ
The days passed in a blink and it was already the day before my mother's birthday. I was currently at the mall with Joanna and we were sitting in Starbucks, talking about what happened while I was on tour.
"So Jason broke up with her and is now together with Lea?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. He didn't tell me that.
"Yea, it's weird believe me. So when are you leaving for tour again?" she asked curiously, taking a sip out of her cup. "In four days, actually but I'll be in LA for a while before tour starts on July 6th," I explained to her.
"Have you met up with the others?" she asked me, making me shake my head.
"No, I don't even think they know I'm here. I kind of just wanted to come home and relax but it's already been a tough few days. Anyways, the reason why I didn't tell them is that none of them is like even trying to stay in touch. I text you the most and only Jason, Jax & Ryan are texting me sometimes," I shrugged.
"Also, none of the girls are texting me. It's funny really because every time they text it's something like 'Omg you met this or that person' or 'Hook me up with some tickets for the show close by will ya?'. I feel used," I laughed, making Joanna frown.
"That's sad. I never liked any of them anyways. By the way, girl you really have to hook me up with some tickets to the show close by," Joanna said jokingly, making me laugh.
"No but serious, you have to," she said with a straight face.
"I'm not even kidding but I already told Andre that he should hook you guys up with some tickets and backstage passes for the San Antonio show. It's a little more than an hour away but I have everything planned out just don't do anything on July 21st. I'll text you and some others the details soon," I explained with a grin.
"No way! You're kidding right?"
"Nope, but if you don't want to come then you don't have to," I teased, making her laugh.
"Of course, I'll come!"
"Great, by the way there's another thing I have to tell you," I told her, making her lean forward. "What is it?" she asked, excitedly.
The next hour we spend talking about Shawn and most importantly, the kiss. The moment I told her she literally freaked out and congratulated me a billion times. She wasn't that much a fan but she knew how much I was and also that I was crushing on him.
"Girl, you really have to talk to him. You're not ten and can run away, pretending it never happened," Joanna rolled her eyes at me as I told her about how I was ignoring him and stuff.
"It's not that easy," I complained, making her roll her eyes yet again for the hundreds time already.
"It is! Just text him," she said and gestured to my phone which was laying next to my drink.
"I really can't."
"Do you trust me?" she asked, taking me by surprise.
"Of course, I do."
"Then text him," I shrugged, making it sound so easy.
I picked up my phone and went onto his contact. "What do I say?" I asked her, nervously. "Either start of with a 'Hey, how are you?' or apologize for ignoring him," she said.
I sighed and nodded at her before typing.
Shawn?
I'm sorry for ignoring you."I shouldn't have done this. You're a bad influence," I said, making her chuckle.

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