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Waking the Fallen~M. Shadows

{Trigger Warning, stay strong my friends}

Matt
With a sigh I turned away from the mirror. I'm tired of seeing the tattered, torn, shadow of the guy I used to be. Ever since Maddie died of a heart condition, I've been trying to live.

But I'm very close to failing. And that's ok. Because I want to fail. I don't want to keep living without her. She was my literal sunshine. Her blonde hair and her green eyes... I want to see them again... To see her again.

And I will. I grabbed a paper and a pen. I cut off my phone and sighed.

To my family, friends, and fans,
I'm sorry. Don't blame this on anyone, because it is my choice to go. I want to see Maddie again... I want to be with her again. It's just not the same. I'm not the same person that I was. I can't keep living as someone that I'm not and I'll never be back to my old self. I'm sorry that I'm doing this to you, but it's the only way for me. Zacky, Brian, Johnny, and Jimmy, these last few years with you guys are the best. Thank you. Keep going with the band, you will go places. to my family, don't be sad; I'm always with you. I promise. We'll meet again someday. And finally to the fans, keep going and stay strong, my second family.
I love you all with everything in my heart.
Matt 💙

I reread it and when I decided I was happy with it, I set the pen down and went to begin my journey to Maddie. I grabbed the blade and without hesitation jabbed it into my skin repeatedly. I didn't care how deep it went. I just wanted to be successful.

I grabbed the anti depressants and anxieties pills next. I swallowed the last in both bottles and was barely able to see straight. But the thing that really ended my life was the alcohol. I chugged a whole damn bottle and landed on the floor with a thud.

I opened my eyes and seen Maddie standing above me. I'd done it. "Matt," she spoke, her light voice sad. "Why?" There was so much emotion in one word, it was unbelievable.

"I'm sorry," my own voice sounded weird, more angelic. "I couldn't live without you." She smiled and placed a hand on my cheek, "Well, we're together again. And this time, forever."

{End trigger}

So, who found the note? It was Zacky. He was heading over there anyway, he thought it was rather odd that Matt wasn't answering his phone.

He went up to the door and twisted the doorknob, but it was locked. Zacky found the spare key and tried again. When he seen Matt's bloodied and broken body, he knew he was gone.

He fell to the floor next to him and started sobbing, knowing his best friend was gone. It was like someone had torn a gaping hole right through his chest. He found the note and read it once he could actually see again. He cried a little more before he called Matt's family and then the guys.

He stood up and left, saying one last goodbye before he drove to his parents house to help with funeral plans.

This was so sad wtf idk. I'm sorry if it triggered you, please stay strong guys. If you think no one cares, just know this: I do care. And I'm almost always on either of my accounts so you can message me anytime.