*****MAY BE TRIGGERING******
***CONTAINS SOME LANGUAGE ***
If you ever feel like this please message me. I’ve been through this and sometimes I still struggle but I’m here for you! Just send me a message and I love you! The boys do too even if they don’t know you! You are their Diana! Keep your head up and stay strong! You are Beautiful!
Here is Harrys!!!
You were driving home from work which really sucked today because you didn't meet your quota and one of your customers got close to punching you even though you could do nothing about fixing the register. Your manager who had no heart told you that you weren't doing what you were supposed to be doing and you needed to speed up. You were feeling sick but had missed too many days of work because of being sick and dealing with you father who had cancer. Now someone cut you off and almost hit you in doing so. You hated to drive because you had been in an accident and you had gotten hurt. When you drove you got really nervous. You got home and you were tired and upset so you went to your computer to talk to your friends on facebook and vent. As soon as you logged onto your facebook you groaned seeing that the ‘fans’ had found you on Facebook. You had been trying to keep your page away from the fans because a lot of them didn't like you. They didn't like you because they were jealous because they wanted Harry all to themselves. You looked at what people had written and one comment caught your eye it was from your best friend. It said “I just saw Harry out on a date with some other girl. I knew he was cheating on you and now you should be done with him. He’s a womanizer and all he wants from you is sex. Just thought you should know. Love ya. P.s. We should hang.” Now you knew about Harrys past and you never believed what others said but this was your best friend whom you had known since you were 10. You were trying to figure out if maybe she was jealous so you logged onto twitter and went to check your timeline. That was a stupid idea because there were in fact pictures of Harry with another girl and this made you upset. You ran to your’s and Harry’s shared room and looked around for the gun that you knew Harry had. Harry had a gun because he wanted to always be able to protect you but little did he know that you had suffered from sever depression since you were young. That was one aspect of your life you had kept hidden from Harry because you felt like if he knew he’d leave you because you were just too much to handle. Today you had just had enough and decided that everyone was better off without you. You sent a quick message to your friend saying “Im sorry and I guess you are right. Maybe someday we can hang again. See ya! #done.” Then you logged onto twitter and sent a quick tweet. “I’m tired of being tread on and hurt. I hope you are happy and I’ll always love ya @harry_styles Bye.” You lifted up the gun to your head crying the whole time.
*Harry POV*
“I hope Y/N isn't home because I know if she is she’s gonna start hearing rumors about me and Liza. There is nothing going on with us. I just met with Liza so I could check her out for Niall. I don’t want him getting hurt so I wanted to make sure her intentions were good. Paparazii is a bitch I hate how they are always trying to destroy my relationships. I better get home before she does.”
As Harry was driving home he got a call from Liam.
“Hey Harry. So what did you think of that girl? Is she good for Niall or should we tell her to get lost?” said Liam.
“Honestly I don’t think that she is good for Niall. Every time there was a camera she would grab onto me so I had to leave. I really wish that someone else could have checked for Niall because I’m afraid of what Y/N might have seen or heard.”
“Well mate thanks for checking and I’m sorry everyone else was busy.” Said Liam.
Suddenly Harry’s phone kept going off with twitter notifications and so did Liam’s. Harry could hear the rest of the boys in the background talking and yelling for Harry to get home.
Harry looked at the phone and saw your tweet and hundreds of others. There were many concerned tweets that people had tweeted the boys because they were worried about you. Some of them read things like “@OneDirection something is wrong with @y/t/n please help her Im scared.”
Harry started driving faster and hanging up the phone fast but before he did he asked Liam to try calling you to get try to get ahold of you since Harry was just trying to drive and get to you as fast as possible.
Harry makes it home in a matter of minutes and runs in the door and up the stairs 3 at a time just trying to get to you not caring about anything else.
*Your POV*
I love Harry so much but he’s better off without me. I only drag him down. Maybe he’s with that other girl because he knows I won’t have sex till marriage. I thought he respected that but maybe I was wrong. There are a lot of things Im wrong about.
“Goodbye cruel world. Goodbye Harry I love you.” You shouted.
Harry ran in the door and looks at you as you stare out the window ready to pull the trigger.
“No, Love you can’t do this I love you so much.” Harry stammers heart pounding out of his chest.
At first you’re a little shocked that he is there because you didn't expect him to be home so soon but you are still very upset.
“You don’t love me and thats why you were out with some other girl.” You say and pull the trigger.
Nothing happens because there were no bullets in the gun. A slight oversight on your part because of how upset you were. Harry walks over and puts his hand on yours taking the gun away from you and tossing it a fair distance.
“Y/N babe I love you and I know what you saw on twitter. I went out with that girl today because Niall liked her but Liam asked me to check her out for Niall to know if she was legitimate. I dont want Niall getting hurt so I said yes. I know I shouldn't have. I wouldn't leave you I love everything about you and I couldn’t live without you.”
You collapsed into his arms and cried.
“I’m sorry that I ever doubted you. I love you Harry you are the best thing to have ever happened to me. I know I’m waiting till my wedding night and I know that might be hard on yo…….”
Harry cut you off “Babe I love that you are waiting and I respect that. I love you because of everything that you are and It makes me happy to know that I’ll never have to compete with any other guy when it comes to how great the sex is. I love you.” Harry kissed you.
Just then the rest of One Direction came in the door running over to you and hugged you letting you know that you weren't alone and that you never will be. The boys started singing Little Things to you because they knew that this was your song. That it meant the world to you.
The boys finished and looked at you and said “Y/N don’t ever scare us like that. We love you so much and when you aren’t around Harry gets really sad and mopey. You better not ever leave us. We need you.”
And this made you so happy. Whenever you felt insecure you’d call Harry or one of the other boys. They would always calm you down and make you feel like you were the only girl in the world. They loved you and all your Little Things!
This is all my original work so please don’t steal it! Give me credit if you are going to take it and let me know. I get insecure sometimes too so please let me know.
<3 Brye
