I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took that you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall - you and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend
I won't think about you when I'm older
'Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
Since you realize you can do much better than me then you shouldn't settle. Find someone who's better. Someday I will end up as just another statistic so why stay with someone like that. My heart is broken into pieces. I cried myself to sleep. Knowing that you see it too. Knowing full well that there is a likely hood none of this will work out. You'll find someone you don't have to care for and you'll move on. Why are we pretending? I'm already in enough pain. I don't want to get out of bed. I don't want to wake up each and every morning. I hate my life. You realize it too. Since you can do better you might as well. 💔💔
