Niall POV
She wasn't breathing so I started CPR.
Niall: come on love you need to breath.
I keep pushing on her chest and doing breaths
Niall: you have to dammit!
I continue CPR praying that she'll start breathing again. Finally I hear a gasp and I put my face close to her lips. I feel her breath on my face.
Niall: she's breathing!!!
I take out my phone and check how far from the hospital we are now. It's says another 10 minutes. I don't even know who this girl is but I know we have to save her. I notice Liam had made a tourniquet for her leg and the bleeding had slowed down a lot. I check the rest of her. Mostly just small cuts and bruises aside from the cut on her head. That one was going to need stitches. Finally we pull up to the hospital and I grab her phone from her pocket so that I might be able to learn a little bit about her. And I plan on seeing if she has a list of emergency contacts. Liam and Louis pick up the back board and I run into the hospital.
Niall: We need a doctor! She's been in a bad car wreck!
They come running out with a stretcher as soon as they see her. Nurses and doctors rush her back and I try to follow behind.
Doctor: I'm sorry sir you can't come in with us. She's going to need surgery immediately. You can wait in the waiting room.
I walk back to the boys. I don't want to leave her here alone but I also don't know her.
Niall: Lads should we stay so she's not alone? Or would you rather we leave?
Liam: I say we stay! I want to make sure she's okay.
Louis and Harry agree with Liam so we all go sit in the private waiting room.
We were silent for at least 10 min.
Louis: What was that note you found in her pocket Niall?
I look up. Tears filling my eyes.
Niall: It was a suicide note....... She was trying to kill herself!
I heard the boys gasp.
Liam: What would make a person consider suicide. How could things be so bad that they feel it's their only option?
Niall: I don't know. The note sounded like she has a rough home life. She wrote something in there about how they shouldn't even bother with a funeral because no one would come any way.
All the boys looked at me. I wasn't a cryer but I was crying. This young beautiful girl doesn't understand that she has a whole life ahead of her.
Niall: I want to talk to her. I want to help her.
The boys all agreed with me.
Niall: I grabbed her phone. Maybe we can learn a bit more about her from her phone.
I opened her phone noticing I was her lock screen and back group picture. Which means she's a directioner. I started going through her notes on her phone. There was one that really hit me. It says please inform these people if I die. And there was a list. And I was at the top.
Sorry it's so short but I thought I should get something out. I've been having a really hard time. Writers block, school stress, work stress, friends treating me horribly, my abusive ex trying to contact me again. It's been rough. I'm trying to make it though. Sometimes it's hard when you feel like the whole world is against you. And sometimes I just want to carry out this plan in my story. But I'm trying to hang on. My beautiful niece keeps me going. If it weren't for how much she would be affected if anything happened to me I wouldn't be here. But I love her and she loves me. We get into the cutest arguments over who loves whom more. She's almost 3 and she my hero. I love her so much! Any way sorry it's so short. Should I do another part?
