You try to commit suicide *trigger warning* 2/5

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Throwing your laptop onto the couch you run from the room yelling “I just cant take it anymore.” No one was home so it really didn't matter what you were about to do. Louis was at the boys house and he would probably be there for the next few hours. So much hate from everyone and now you even got people whom you had known for years. You got a text from your mum telling you that she thought Louis was no good and that he was only using you as a charity case. You didn't believe it but thats what you’d been hearing from everyone lately and now from your mum. That was the final straw. You ran to your room and grabbed your jacket and phone. You ran out the door to the bridge by your house but far enough away that no one would think to come after you if anyone found out. You stood on the bridge looking over really thinking about what you were about to do. You decided that you would wait for a big semi and jump that way you would complete it and no one would know because the semi driver would think that a bird had hit his truck and not think anything about it. Before you jumped you sent a text to your mum telling her that you loved her and maybe she was right that Louis was just using you as a charity case. So that he couldn't use you anymore you were done. You said goodbye and that you loved her and always would. As you stood there on the bridge you looked and waited for a semi. 5 minutes, 10 minutes still nothing. You decided that it didn't matter you would just jump anyways. As you stepped up onto the ledge you looked down.

*Louis POV*

I’ve been feeling uneasy all day as if something was wrong with (Y/N). I cant put my finger on it. I decided that I would leave early and so I talked to the boys.

“I’m really worried about (Y/N) guys I dont even know why something feels kind of off.”

“Maybe you should go check on her mate” said Liam

“Maybe she needs Chocolate it always makes me feel better” Niall said.

“Well if you need us then let us know.” Said Zayn

Right at that moment I get a call from (Y/N)  mum saying she just got a text from (Y/N) saying that she was done and goodbye. 

I looked at the boys scared and ran out the door getting into my car and driving as fast as i could. Where could (Y/N) be?

I saw someone standing on a bridge and that looked like my shirt that they were wearing. Oh no its (Y/N)!!!!

*Your POV*

Well this is it I just wanted to say Goodbye Louis! I love you so much and I know you will find someone better then me. Bye

Just as you started to step off the edge you hear tires screeching to a stop near you. You look up and see Louis running towards you. 

Louis said “(Y/N) I love you so much please dont jump. I dont know what is going on or why you feel this way please dont do anything bad. I need you I couldn't live in a world where you dont exist. Please let me help you. I’ll do anything just please come down.”

Slowly I started to get down and he grabbed you and just held you while you cried into his shoulder. He held you as if he let me go I would be gone. I knew he loved me and I knew that I loved him and it didn't matter what anyone said I was no charity case. Louis took you home and carried you in holding you to his chest. 

Louis called the boys and told them that you were okay so they didn't worry but for the rest of the night he just held you and played with your hair till you fell asleep.

You never worried about your relationship with him ever again. 

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