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I'd like to write one for all the boys! Let me know what you think! P.s. If you ever feel like this feel free to talk to me. This story means so much to me because this is my story. No it wasn't Niall there but everything else is true. So if you ever need to talk Im here just message me!!! Thanks so much! Stay strong you are beautiful!! (It happened 3 years ago)
Niall:
You just couldn't do it any more. To much hate coming your way not just from the media and twitter but from your family and friends too. You drove home and went inside crying knowing that Niall was at the studio for another 3 hours. You went to your room and started taking you prescription medications one after one just thinking of everything that had led up to this moment. First your parents disowned you, you lost your phone, people were constantly telling you that you were worthless and then today you got fired for no reason at all. You just couldn't take it any more. You finished one bottle and started on the next just crying and willing yourself to die. As you were just finishing the last bottle of medication you text a few friends just saying "sorry I was never a good friend." You'd thought about suicide before but never really did anything to this extreme. Finally you get up and walk back to your bedroom and lay down leaving a quick note for Niall. Hey babe I love you so much and im sorry. I just really didn't know how to deal with anything any more. I love you and Im sorry. Just about the time you were laying down Niall came in. Niall read you note and ran to your room yelling for you!! (y/n) Princess where are you? Whats wrong? Niall walked in and saw you telling you to keep your eyes open as he brought you to the car and drove you to the hospital. On the way there you blacked out. At the hospital they rushed you back pumping your stomach.
(His POV)
I came home and I saw this note from (Y/N) i dont know whats wrong all i know is that she tried to kill herself. The love of my life, my princess. What if i had come home a little later like i was supposed to??? She wouldn't be here and i dont even know if she is going to make it. The doctor came in and told me that she had taken enough to kill 3 people. Oh (Y/N) why what have i done wrong?
(regular)
They took you to a room and you were unconscious the rest of that day and part of the next. Niall never leaving your side. Niall refused to eat because if you couldn't then why would he. You had many heart monitors and tubes running from you monitoring everything and giving you IV fluids.
(your pov)
I woke up and there was Niall looking out the window. Where am I? This isn't my room? "Ni" you said.
Niall runs over tears streaming down his face "babe your awake. I'm so sorry babe i never saw this coming. You scared me. I wish....."
You cut him off. "Niall you know i've struggled with thoughts for a long time I shouldn't have let them get to me. It was nothing you did. You've always been my hero and now its even more true then its ever been. I love you and Im sorry I shouldn't have made you worry about me. Thank you so much for saving my life."
For the next 2 days they kept you in the hospital under constant surveillance monitoring your vital signs and making sure you would eat. After 2 days you were sent to a mental hospital for 3 days Niall visiting you everyday to keep you company. After you went home and Niall made sure that you were safe always there to help when things got hard. You never tried to commit suicide again because you knew that even if everyone left you Niall would always be right there by your side no matter what!
