*****MAY BE TRIGGERING*****
If you have ever thought of suicide please dont! You are loved and Im always here! If it werent for One Direction I wouldnt be alive today so if you need to talk you can always message me!
You got home from work tired and upset. Today everyone wanted something and everyone wanted it right now. You were a waitress. Your manager had not only given you a table of 25 but he had also not put enough age appropriate staff to work. You had to serve your main table and serve all the alcohol anyone ordered in the restaurant. The table that you had ordered food, alcohol, and drinks all at the same time and you forgot and put the order in all at once. One of the men stood up and yelled at you that you were being too slow. You got their order out and waited to leave. After work you went home and collapsed onto your bed crying because it finally all had gotten to you. You had learned to just let the hate role off your shoulder after all you had been Liam’s girlfriend for about a year and everyone just wished that he was back with Danielle. Every once in a while fans would come up to you and say how Liam was so much happier when he was with you. But you also had the fans that would come up and yell nasty things to you and sometimes even hit you. You never told Liam when people hit you because you didn't want to upset him. Today you just decide that you were done. You grabbed your razor blade and went to your bathroom. You cut many lines but knew that you hadn't cut deep enough at that point. So you logged into twitter and saw all the hate again. You decided to send your last message and typed Liam’s infamous #Done tweet crying a bit then pressing send. You tuned off your phone and cut one last time deep. After a few minutes you blacked out.
Liam, Niall, Zayn, Harry and Louis’s phones all went off at the same time alerting them that you had tweeted.
Zayn looked at his phone and said “Liam sh*t (Y/N) just tweeted that she's done you better call her.
Liam pulls out his phone lightning fast and starts calling you while the others start texting and tweeting you trying to get ahold of you.
*Liam’s POV*
I get a tweet that (Y/N) is done! I know what it meant when i tweeted it before now I'm really scared. I tried calling her and Im getting no response. What if somethings happened? “Zayn, Niall, Harry and Louis did you get ahold of (Y/N).”
They all said No
Im leaving I have to get to (Y/N) I cant even think of anything else. I ran out of the studio yelling to Paul that I had to go and the boys would explain.
I drive way over the speed limit trying to get home before anything happens.
I run into the house yelling for (Y/N). (Y/N, Y/N), Where are you babe Im worried please let me know you are okay.
I ran into the bathroom and there she is lying on the floor in a pool of her own blood. I called 911 as I held her in my arms trying not to cry but failing miserably. I took off my shirt and put it on her arm trying to stop the bleeding. “I love you (y/n) please dont leave me. You cant leave me I need you babe. Please open your eyes.” I pleaded with her.
The medics arrived and took her from my arms.
The medic says “Love, you can ride in the front of the ambulance because there is no room in the back.”
I said thank you and climbed in.
At the hospital they rushed her back sewing up all her cuts and bandaging her wrists.
Now she lays in the bed sleeping. She looks so peaceful but what made her do this? Was it me or was it my ‘fans’? I cant loose her.
*regular POV*
Your eyes start to flutter open and there you see a room with sickening white walls. You hear a sniffle next to you and you turn to see Liam with his head in his hands. You are kind of scared not of Liam but you knew that he was crying for you and that made you upset.
“Liam” you said.
He looked at you his face brightening grabbing your hand and kissing it. He didn't ask why just knew that if he gave you enough time you would talk about it.
“Liam I love you and Im sorry I should have known that you would always be there for me. You mean everything to me and I dont know what I would do without you. I know I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you.”
He simply held you and said “I love you (Y/N)
And you knew it was true so you never attempted again knowing that even if you couldn't get ahold of him that Niall, Zayn, Harry, or Louis would always be there just a call away.
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