Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 20

Shardanae POV

Hey wassup yall I aint seen yall in forever hows it going my niggas? So im all extra hype today cause yesterday Sean asked me out, like finally i been waiting on this for the longest time. Me and Sean have been talking forever but never acually got together. He was so up in all his hoes and I aint down with that. But he said he would drop em for me so now im down. I just left the mall to get a cardigen to wear tonight,i got everything else straight for tonight. Im on my way now to meet up with my boss about some buissness. Let me explain this situation, my dad and mom are money hungry. When i was like 10 they sold me to a drug dealer named Murder for money. He would sell me for my body and treat me like a slave. But now that im older, he gives me jobs to do and Im the one that get paid not my parents. I do hits on people that he orders me to do. I dont mind its fast money, I alo sell dope. As long as i get my money I dont mind. But when murder stopped giving my parents money the abuse started, thats why I had to run out the house last week so i could get away from my father.

I pull up the trap and get out of the car. I walk up to the door and do the seccret kock. The door opens and i go to the back to meet up with Murder. I open his door and see him getting some head from one of the strippers named Snickers. He gives me the evil eye and i roll mine. I sit down on the chair ad he gets Snickers to leae. On her way out I smack her ass, did i mention im bisexual? She winks at me and switches out. (Murder in Media)

Murder-"you gone stop comin in my office with out nocking little girl. for i have to bust a cap in your ass."

me-"oh papi you wouldnt do that would you? You knnow you love me to much, im the best thing that ever happened to you."

Murder-"You right baby, bring your fine ass over here.'

Me-"Nope, what did you need i got dtuff to do old man."

murder-"Old man? Nah baby im only 27, stop fucking with me.I told you to come because i need you to take some niggas out. Im want to be at the top and they the only ones thats stopping me. Their time at the top is up."

I get nervous, the only people at the top in De'marcus and Sean's crew.

Me-"W-hoo is that?"

He smirks

Murder-"Mars and Bigs."My heart sinks when I hear De'marcus and Seans street names. But, hey. I gitta do what i gotta do. I rather be with Murder than Sean anyway. Murder got more to offer, Sean is no where nearthe man Mueder is. I know yall like, "what happened to liking him? You just gone do him like that?" well i like Sean but I love Murder. The peopleI love come first, so bye bye Sean. Call me grimmey petty idont care. I do what i want, fuck anyone else. Me going on this date with Sean is gonna mae my job even easier.

Me-"Well that is gonna be easy, i can get rid of Sean tonight. He asked me out on a date." I slowly walk over to him and straddle his lap.

Murder-"Thats why i love you girl. Why dot we stop doing all these games and get together. Ill drop my hoes and you drop that punk ass nigga? You gone be my trap queen?"

Me-"Oh my gosh yes! Yes baby YES!"

He starts to kiss down my neck and down my collar bone. I stop him.

Me-"Baby i need to go and get this job done. We can finish this later." I lightly bite his ear lobe.

Murder-"Alright see later baby."

I get up and walk oout closing the door. I walk out to my car and sit to think. See I knew i was i love with Murder but I really like Sean. I was going to be with both of them at the same time. Sean would be the side and Murder the main, but they wouldnt know about each other. They would think they were both the only one. Its fucked uup but i dont care. Now I feel bad that I have to kill Sean but I love Murder ad will do anything to plpease him. I knew this day would come because Murder always wawnted to be at the top and Sean and De'marcus are at the top. I knew he or I would have to take them down. I dont kow how i am going to kill De'arcus. And I would really feel bad for Nadia, I love her like a sister.............. but im IN love with Murder. Oooooh maybe i could se Nadia as bait to get to De'marcus. He would give his life to save that girl. And if Sea doesnt die today, he would die for Nadaia too. Yes! perfecct. They dont know whats gonna hit them.

Sean POV

So todayI have a date with Shardanae my nigga. Like hell yeah! I been waiting on this for the longest time. I even drop all my hoes, thats how much im into this girl man. I mean I kept a few just in case, she wanna act funnt and i can go get i nigga dick sucked and some bomb ass sex. Aye dont judge. Right nw im at home trying to find something to wear, i dont know wat to put o. See yall dont know the struggle. It takes time and hard work to be this fine. I goota do my hair the right way, find the right outfit to wear, fine the perfect colonge to wear, and the right shoes! I swear yall just dont know. It can take me hours to get ready, the longest was 5 hours, Big Daddy Sean gotta look sexy for these hoes,...... Hey Ladies, come at yo boy! Yall know yall want my fine brown skin self, Im like a mix of that rich milk chocolate and that nice hot and sweet caramel. I finally got my outfit, I got on white Levi jeans a black Gucci belt a get sweat shirt that half of it is biggy and the other half tupac, and grey and black Oreos. Let me get Nadia to help me take out my rollers

Me-"Aye yo Nadia! Come help me take out my hair rollers! Hurry up cause I don't got all day either."

She comes in here and rolls her eyes, and I roll mine right back.

Nadia-"why do you even have rollers in? They are for girls"

Me-"well I guess ima be a girl today, sho beauty comes at a cost."

She don't reply. She just start on my hair. It takes about 30 minutes for us to get all of them out. They made my dreads cute. I'm killin these hoes. I put some hair spray on and grab my jewelry. I put on my diamond chain and earrings. I spray my Gucci cologne on and grab my keys. I kiss Nadia good bye and leave to pick up Shardanae. I pull up to her house and she's sitting in the porch. She walks to the car and get in.

Me-"hey ma you look good."

Shar-"thank you. You don't look bad yourself. "

She leans over and kisses my cheek I smile and pull off. It was a 15 minute drive to lazer tag. I was getting ready to get out till she stopped me.

Shar-"lets stay in here for a little bit" she says biting her lip.

Me- I chuckle "What you tryna get into?"

Shar-"shhhh. let me handle you baby"

She gets up and straddles my lap. Yhen reaches down and unzips my pants. She pulls my jr out and starts to stroke me. I lean my head back, then all of a sudden she slides on top af me and starts ridding me like a porn start. She swirls her hips. I grab on to her hips and make her ride like a cow girl fast. I grunt and she moans out my name. Then she calls me Murder wtf? I just shrug cause this shit good as fuck. She a pro. She starts to slow grind. I feel her legs shaking and I know she bout to cum. A minute later she cums all over me. Then I nut inside of her. She gets up and pulls her jeans up. I zip up my jeans and get out the car. FUCK! I didn't put a condom on. Oh well. I start to walk towards the building and I hear a click behind me. I turn around and see Shardanae with a gun pointed at my head.

Shardanae-"I'm sorry Sean but you are in the way of me and Murder being at the top"

The she pulls the trigger. I feel the bullet inter my skull and I fall to the ground. I see her walk to me, she kisses me on my forehead and takes my keys and drives off. Well at least I had some bomb sex before I die. Then I black out.

Shardanae POV

I drive back to my house and take a shower. Then I call Murder to meet me at the dump so I can destroy Sean's car. I had to get some sex from him before I killed him. I'm glad I did because he had that bomb dick man. Just thinking about it get me horny. He and his dick will be missed.

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Author: so happy Valentine's Day yall

I will update more next week love. This chapter was gonna be longer but it was just a accident and the car hit a pole. And it nocked out all of my neighborhood power so I had to cut it short. Its cold af and I gotta save my power.

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