Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 9 (part 2)

Nadia POV

The brought me to KINGS DOMINION motha fuckas!!!! I loooove KD my favorite rides are the crypt and volcano! (real life I love those rides the are on the side) When I finally calm down I look and see its nobody here. I guess Jeremiah saw the look on my face and said they rented it out. Then se people came out rolling 2 big boxes that were taller than me. Shardanae told me to open them but she said open the blue one first. They gave me a pocket knife and I cut the front of it and La'zelle piped out I screamed and hugged her tight. My other best friend back yo! I walk over to the next box and cut it and it was a smaller box inside I opened that box and it was a smaller box inside. I did this four more times and opened the last box it had a note in side. I opened the note and it said turn around. I turned around and I saw my DAD!!! I jumped on him and held him for dear life and cried in his chest. He had been locked up since I was 10. I don't like to say why he was locked up because I feel like it was my fault. When I pulled away from him he kissed my forehead and said sweets. I haven't heard that name in a long time, im so happy he's home. We start walking around the park. Then I stop and look at my dad and ask "do you break out of jail" he just started laughing and said "no sweets"

Tonight was so fun. Everyone was swagged out wearing my favorite color. They told me why they did this and honestly I'm greatful that I have people who care about me. I feel really bad for shutting them out. I can see De'marcus is still kind of angry so I walk over to him and we go off somewhere alone before the others notice. I look at him and say I'm sorry. He just stares at me with anger in his eyes. I look away because I feel uncomfortable under his gaze. He shakes his head a starts walking away. I grab his hand and say

Me- "forgive me I was just going through a lot and I didn't know how to react. I thought you were embarrassed by me and could do better. I mean Carter can give you what I can't she's pretty and she has the perfect body. I mean she's skinn..

He cut me off by saying

De / Mars - "shut that shit up. I don't want that hoe. Did you ever stop to think how I would feel? I care a lot for you to much for my liking. I've never felt the way about a girl the way I feel about you. I WAS willing to try to do this love and relationship with you but I'm over it. How you gone love someone and you can't even love yourself? You shut me out! You know I would never try to hurt you. You did the unthinkable and hurt me! You lied to me you broke a promise. You said that you would never cut again and you did! Im DONE! I'm DONE trying with you. I ain't playing this game with you no fucking more Nadia! I'm not helping you any more. I don't even no why I came to this shit. Loose my number!"

By now we are both in tears. Im crying like a idiot. He darts walking away. I grab his arm a plead for his forgiveness but he just snatched his arm away and looked at me with pure hate in his eyes. That made me cry even more. He starts to jog to the entrance of the gate. Soon I here speeding tires leaving out the parking lot. I just break down. I feel arms wrap around me and then I hear Shardanae say "he will come around" then I here La'zelle say "he just needs time he's hurting" that makes me feel even worse because I'm the cause of his pain.

When all start to leave. I'm staying with Shardanae tonight. La'zelle is staying over there to. I think I'm not gonna go to school tomorrow I just can't deal. The guilt is building up inside of me and I can't take it. I just cry I Shardanae's arms all night I eventually fall asleep. I have to fix this.

Mars POV

Idc what any of yall say. Yall can call me a bitch made nigga for crying but that girl means everything to me. I'm just tired of trying to help her and her messing things up. When I got home I grabbed all the liquor in my house so I can get faded . She put pain in my heart and all I want to do is make it go away. So.... I drown myself in liquor. I used to be an alcoholic but I stopped. It looks like I'm going back down that road. But at this point idc fuck everything it's my life. I take the anger out on my furniture, I look around and my house is trashed. I'm screaming and throwing things like a mad person. Hurt takes over me all the anger is gone. I start to bawl I collapse in the corner. I sit there and cry and drink. I reach in my pocket and pull out a dime bag of that white girl. I stare at it for a while then open it and make a line on the table beside me and sniff it. I know I'm wrong but it takes the pain away and I'm just like fuck my life right now. After I sniff 3 lines I grab more bottles. After I finish up my 3rd bottle I feel darkness take over me and I hit the ground.

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