Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 22

Hey yall so me and my friend T-Rex99 decided we would start co-wirting some of my stories. I will be writing most of this book. She will jusyt give me some ideas and help me with planning some of the chapters. I just wanted to let you guys know what will be happening. Plus she gave me some ideas with this chapter, let me know how yall like it. thanks loves

*2 months later*

Nadia POV

Life has been diffeerent without Sean here. I miss laying around with him at night, him putting me in check, cussing me out, bothering me to cook him food and most of all his hugs and talks that can make the worst day ever the best day ever. I havent been able to sleep much, im not gonna say I cant eat because thats a damn lie. I have been eating like crazy, like the world gone end. But thats not the only thing that i have been doing, Ive been searching who did this to my brother they are gonna get their's. So far I have found out that some other drug lord is trying to get to the top and hired a hit man named ghost to kill Sean. Some people are saying that Ghost is a woman. Ima take that bitch life if it kills me, trust and believe. I have been having these dreams at night, im in a pitch black room and a vioce is tellilng me "Not everyone you know and love is true to you. You know who did thid, just think deeper" Right now I think I have an idea of who I think it is, Shardanae but I mean why would she do it? I get put out of my thoughtsby De'marcus calling my name.

De-"Nadia, Baby you needd to get out of the house. Its been two months and you have only been out of this house twice. Come on get up"

Me-"Nooo, i got to get more information"

De-"Get. Up. Now." he said through gritted teeth

me-"bu-"

De-"Get up, go get dressed and im NOT gone tell you again. If you dont i will do it myself. Take your pick"

I get up out of the chair and mumble under my breath

Me-"I have been out of the house more than twice, bitch ass nigga"

De-"Im sorry what was that? You wanna grow some balls and say that louder, with your punk ass"

Me-"i didnt say anything" i say with a fake ass smile

De-"Yeah thats what i thought. Now gone"

I go into the bathroom and take a 15 minute shower. I sep out of the shower and walk back into my room. De is sitting in my bed watching tv. I don't even bother to tell him to get out so I can get dressed because he will just lecture me until my head blows up from irritation. I'm already annoyed and I don't feel like hearing him talk. I walk to my dresser and pull out my under clothes. I quickly drop my towel and try to quickly put on my bra and panties but I fail because De'marcus looks up and me and bites his lip. I blush and turn around and slip my underwear on. I put on some Vaseline on and went into my closet and pulled out some Adidas soccer pants and and white t shirt with a black Adidas sign and black and white retro 11 Jordan breds. I go into the bathroom and brush my teeth and hair. When I come out De isn't in my room anymore, asshole. He probably just wanted to see me naked , that boy is such a pervert. I walk downstairs and he is waiting at the door. I sign, the house is so quiet without Sean's retarded crazy self. We leave the house and get into the car. Oh! guess what Yall I got my permit, ya girl finna be whipping!

De-"what you over there smiling about? You thinkin bout another nigga?"

I mug him, he is so jealous I swear. But ima mess with him

Me-"Maybe, but if I'm thinking about someone else that doesn't concern you. Stay outa my business. If I want to think about some nigga I can and will......Like just did"