Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 16

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La'zelle POV

It's been 3 weeks since I have seen or heard from Jeremiah. I miss him so much. Yesterday when I saw Jeremiah in court I couldn't help but feel bad. I shouldn't have left. He just hurt me when he yelled at me, I was just trying to help out. Ima go see him after school
today. I know he is struggling and needs someone by his side. And I plan on that person being me, I've made up
my mind that I'm gonna be by his side no matter what. He can try to push me away all he wants, but I'm not going anywhere anymore. Right now I'm in my last period class which is Algebra 2.
This is my favorite class, I love algebra. People think I'm crazy when I say that but it just comes easy to me. I'm in honors classes, Shardanae and Nadia are too but I'm in different classes than them. Its nobody but a bunch of geeks in this class. This depresses me. I finish all my work so I go get the homework from my teacher. I finish that in 15 minutes, so I put my ear buds in and blast Future. I love him, if I won't a faithful woman I would so fuck him and let him be my baby daddy on the real. The bell rings and I rush out in the hall to find Sean. I need him to drop me off at Jeremiah's house. I go out the school and find him and Nadia getting in the car. I run over and ask him

Me-"hey shawny boo bear! Can you give me a ride to Jeremiah's house"

Sean-"aye what I tell you bout that gay shit" he says that in a gay voice, this nigga "ima keep it G real, I didn't have time yesterday but today I got time cuz"

I just roll my eyes and get in the back seat. This boy got issues. When Nadia gets in she turns around and raises her eyebrow and me and gives me a wide smile. I just blush and look out the window. Soon we pull up to Jeremiah's house.

Nadia-"Go get your man boo, and tell me if he gives you trouble and I will come over here and whoop his ass for you. Love you girl."

Me-"love you too baby mama. Bye Sean thanks for the ride."

Sean- he nods and winks "Keep it G real my nigga, P.O.P. hold it down, pimp squad for life."

I just laugh, he be on vine to much. I go up and ring the doorbell. I here shuffling. I get nervous out of nowhere, my hands are all clammy and my breathing speeds up.

Jeremiah-"Go away" his voice sounds so frail.
I take a deep breath.

Me-"I'm not leaving, I will sit here until you open the door."

Jeremiah-"La'zelle please leave, I just want to be alone"

Me-"well to bad, is you gone open the door or not."

I don't get a reply so I plop my ass down on the steps. About ten minutes later I see the curtains move. I can't see his face but I know he is looking out he. I just smile and wave. When I said I was not leaving him I meant that, I will stay out here all night if I have to.

I've been out here for about 3 hours. My ass is getting tired and my butt hurt so bad, but I'm doing this to show him that I care for him and will not give up on him. I see the curtain move for like the 20th time. I get a text from him saying I need to leave. I reply whit a simple no. Another hour goes by and it's dark as fuck out here, to say I'm not scared would be a lie. Jeremiah lives like deep in the hood, like I live in the ghetto but this is GHETTO. I've heard like 10 gunshots in the past 5 minutes. I'm shivering it 19 degrees out here, I just check my weather. Ima catch frost bite and my fingers and toes gone fall of but I don't mind for Jeremiah. I bundle up in my small jacket, I regret not wearing a big coat, that's what I het for trying to be cute. I here the locks on the door start to turn. I jump up fast ass hell. The door opens and I see a pale and fragile Jeremiah. He looks pained, skinny and tired.

Jeremiah-"I know I look bad but you don't have to stare at me. You making me feel worse, that's why I didn't want anyone to see me."

I just sick my teeth and roll my eyes. I walk past him and go to the hall closet.

Jeremiah-"what are you doing? You just gone come in my house like you own it."

Me- I look at him and roll my eyes "boy shut up, you had me out there in the cold finna catch frost bite and ish. I'm getting myself a blanket fuck you mean. I'm cold, let me be."

I stand on my tippy toes and stretch to get a blanket off the top shelf. I here him chuckle and mumble "short ass"

Me-"but you like it though"

J-"yeah I do....... I missed you"

I look back at him and smile
Me-"oh I know you did, I would miss me too."

I watch him limp over to me. I smile at the fact that he is still able to move around. It may be slow but he is moving and I am grateful for that. I snakes his arms around my waist. He rest his chin on my head. And take a deep breath, it kind of scared me because it came out like a wheeze.

J-"What you smiling for?"

Me-"you"

J-"what about me, is it how sexy I am, or how fine I am, or how good by booty looks in these sweat pants?"

Me- I giggle, he is so full of himself "No nigga, I was smiling at the fact that you are moving on you own. But yes your booty does look good in them sweat pants." I change my voice to sound like a guy "come over here and let big daddy Zelle get a feel on that big ole booty. Come give me a lap dance so I can make it rain." then I squeeze his ass and he jumps. I laugh, he starts to laugh to. When our laughter dies down he looks in my eyes and kisses me.

The feeling of his lips on mine gave me chills down my spine. I felt fireworks as our lips danced together. I missed the feeling of his lips on mine. It's like nothing else matters at the moment. I pull away breathless. I look down and I feel him kiss my forehead. After a comfortable silence I speak up

Me-"I'm sorry for pushing you, I just want to help out. I'm sorry for leaving, but know that I will never do that again. I know I shouldn't have but I was just in my emotions."

J-"it's not your fault I told you to leave and I said something's that I shouldn't have and just know that I didn't mean them. I was in my feelings and I was angry and I just took my anger out on you and that was wrong. I know you just helping and I appreciate that. You just got to know that I have to get use to this, I'm just so use to do things on my own and being independent. This is a big change and it was hitting me hard at that point in time. So just be with me, I'm trying."

Me-"I'm gonna be with you until the end. I'm not leaving. We are gonna beat this thing together."

J-"you promise?"

Me-"I promise"

J-"I love you so much, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I thank God for you every day."

Me-"I love you too. God couldn't have given me any man better than you."

For the rest of the night we chilled. I fell asleep in his arms. I got my man back and it feels great.

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So I updated a short chapter just because I am in a good mood, so why not.

La'zelle and Jeremiah back together!

Will they last?

Would you have stayed outside and waited that long like La'zelle did?

Will Jeremiah make it?

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