Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 32

Mars and Nadia in media ❤️

La'zelle POV

I sit and watch as Nadia sleeps peacefully in he hospital bed. The doctor says that she had a major panic attack and her body went into shock. She's been nocked out since late last night. It seems like everything is just spiraling down hill, with Jeremiah, Sean, Nadia and De'marcus. I feel bad for Nadia, she love him with everything in her he lifted her spirits when no one else could, she needs him he's been in her life since she can remember, now that she's gone I don't know what she's gonna do. He was her everything now she has nothing. I cant do anything but be there for her when she needs me.

Nadia starts o stir in her sleep and moan. She opens her eyes and looks over to me.

Nadia POV

N-"Why am I here La'zelle? Where is everyone?"

Z-"You had a panic attack.. Do you remember anything?" she says with eyes filled sympathy

N-"What is there to remember exactly? But I had this crazy dream La'zelle. It seemed so real.... I was kidnaped and Shardanae crazy ass and that hoe Bonquiesha beat me and stuff then De and Sean came to get me. But that's where it all went wrong. Bullets where flying and it was all crazy then next thing I know De is on the ground with bullet wholes in his chest. I watched the life drain from his eyes. Then Sean came and we ran out and he had to-"

the door opens and Sean walks in with his shoulder wrapped up, look sad. I look over at La'zelle and sorrow filled her eyes. She opens her mouth to speak but I shake my head no

Z-"Im so sorry Nadia" she get up to hug me

I burst into tears, and cry hysterically on her shoulder. The heart monitor begins to speeds up and nurses rush in to try to calm me down. I fight with everything in me to et them off of me. Sean comes over and picks me up cradling me to his body. I wrap my body around him holding on for dear life. I slowly start to get myself together . I silently cry on his shoulder as he rubs my back soothingly rocking me slowly back and forth. he whisper calming words in my ear.

S-"I have some good news, well I mean it's kinda bad but its good for you.." he sends a small smile down at me

I slowly sit up looking up at him. He wipes the tears escaping from my eyes with the back of his hands.

S-"De'marcus, is alive.... but barley. He's on life support, they don't think he will make it through the night. He's not awake but the doctors said he can hear what's going on, so maybe you should go see him."

N-"But how? he was he was..." I stumble on words not able to get them out as excitement runs through my body

S-"I asked them could they try to revive him.. just incase. And it work, I wanted to try..."

I hug him tightly and cry happy tears

N-"Thank you so much Sean, he wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for you. Thank you, thank you so much"

S- he smiles "it was nothing baby girl. He's in room 223. Here is some clothes change before you go, don't nobody want to see you ass hanging out thee back of that cheap gown "

I thank him heading to the bathroom to change my clothes.

I stand outside his door scared of what is on the other side of the door. I take deep breath and place my shaking hand on the door nod twisting it open. I take slow steps into the room preparing myself for the worst. The slow beeping of the heart monitor and heavy, slow uneasy breathing fills my ears. I hesitantly look up an my eyes lay on De'marcus. This is nothing compared to the first time he got shot. He has tube I his mouth and throat wires are hooked up to his bare chest to make sure his heart stays pumping, there are tubes sticking out of his arms and hands. HIs smooth chocolate skin looks pale and gray. I take a seat beside his bed and watch as his chest rises up and down as oxygen is being pumped into his lungs. I take his hand in mine rubbing my thumbs across his knuckles

N-"De'marcus please pull though for me. I need you and love you. I don't know what I would do without you.. as much as you get on my nerves I love you being around you. You make me feel safe, you make me feel love and wanted. We have been joined by the hip ever since I can remember, wake up so we can continue to go through life together. You are my protector, my guardian angel on earth, I need you more than you can ever imagine, I don't know how to go about life without you... I wont. I love you De'marcus" My voice cracks

"I love you too Nadia"

Author

So I decided to give yall a small update because it might be awhile before I update again. I couldn't let De'marcus die yall. Hope yall enjoyed this little bit but there is more to come... just wait on it