Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 11 (Part 1)

De'marcus POV

It's been a month since I blew up on Nadia at the hospital. I realize that I was tripping mad hard, and I was being a ass wipe. She just pissed me off to the point where i didn't even want to see her. I mean I was just tired of her putting herself down, listening to these jealous hoes. She was letting them get in between us and she was harming herself. We have told her many times that she is beautiful and an amazing person but she just won't listen and I was done. I said what I said because she believed what they said so that's must what she want to be. If she believes it then I do to, simple as that. but I know I was wrong because I put her down just like them thots was doing so ima make it up to her. Plus at the times that I blew up on her I was high as fuck. I've been trying to stop but it just feels so good. It's makes me not have a care in the world, takes away my depression and issues. I love the feeling of the burning of my when it goes up, its kind of relaxing. Let me get out of my thoughts, and put this plan into action.

I'm also got to apologize to everyone for the way I acted and because Sean Jeremiah and Cold jumped my ass and beat the shit out of me. Now I ain't no punk nigga, I can whoop some ass but 3 niggas with some big ass tombs on I think not. I had black eyes ... yes eyes, my left eye was swollen shut, busted lip, swollen and bruised cheeks and a knot on my forehead. They fucked me UP man! But I deserved it so its whatever. I've been seeing Nadia in school and she's been looking depressed and sad af. That's why I got to make tonight extra special to raise her spirits some. I hope she can forgive me and at least be best friends again but I want to be with her, fuck being friends. I kind of feel like she not going to want to see me but I'm not going to stop trying that's me baby, my wife, hell my life. I've been going crazy with out her, if I loose her idk what i would do, I might kill myself. No joke.

I've already told everybody my plans for tonight, I told Shardanae to go let her be pampered, get her hair done, nails done and go shopping. by the time they finish everything should be done. I run out to the store to get the last things that I need rose petals, Champagne and wine glass. When im walking out the store I bump into someone, I was getting ready to apologize but I saw who it was. It was that hoe Carol I can't stand that bitch man.

Carol- 'Hey, daddy I've missed you! Are those for us?'

Mars-'Hell nah Carol get out my face with that bull'

Carol-'um, De'marcus it's Carter. But ik you miss me and I'm glad to see that you finally dropped that fat hoe. now you can come to me and I can show you how a real woman feels like'

Mars-'bitch its Mars to you, move out the way before I hurt you. I am tempted to put a cap in your ass right now'

She quickly walked away, and I made my way to my car. I made my way to the barbershop and got my hair cut. Then picked up my clothes from the store and made my way home. I did my hygiene stuff and got dressed and sprayed my Gucci cologne on, that's her favorite hehe.(outfit on the side) I put on my silver Rolex with diamonds in it and put in my diamond earrings and got in my 2014 Range Rover and made my way to the place to meet Nadia bumping ASAP Mob. I hope this goes well.

Nadia POV

So Shardanae came to Sean's house at 10 in the morning know I sleep hella late on Saturdays. I was ready to bust her head open. She talking bout some lets have a girls day. I'm kind of glad she did make me go because I've been down lately because of the situation with De'marcus. He really hurt me deep, he took it way to far. I cried for a whole week, and didn't speak to anyone for two weeks. I just started to open back up Monday. Right now I'm just like fuck him and keep it moving. Once I got ready I went downstairs and saw Sean and Shardanae in a full blown make out session. I cleared my throat and they jumped. I burst out laughing because Sean had pink lipstick all over his mouth and Shardanae's hair was all over her head a her lipstick was everywhere. She blushed and fixed herself. I walked over to Sean and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek and told him bye. We hopped in Shardanae's 2013 Dodge Charger and headed to the nail salon. I went with something simple, I got black with gold glitter things on the ring finger(pic on side). next we went to the hair salon and I wanted to try something new so I got a vixon sew in and dyed the ends burgundy. Then I got curls all over with a bang. (pic on side)

We went to the mall and I went into forever 21 to look around. I love that store they have cute clothes and for cheap, Save Your Money!! I got stares from skinny girls and whispers and laughing. I just put my head down and made my way upstairs to the plus size section. I Shardanae found this really cute dress, it was very different but I liked it. I went to try it on and I became self conscious because I was tight and it showed my legs, to much for my liking. I went outside to show Shardanae and her mouth dropped.

Me-'I knew it doesn't fit me but I didn't think it was that bad'

Shar-'no hunny, it's beautiful if I was gay I would so fuck you weather you wanted to or not.'

I just shake my head and go take the dress off. After I bought the dress we shopped around for more and then I got some shoes to go with the dress. (pic on side) When I got back home she told me to go get dressed and be ready by 6:30 I look at the clock and its 5 now so I started getting ready. I finished right at 6:30 and made my way downstairs. No one was down there, I looked around and saw a note on the front door. It said to go outside and a limo is waiting. I went outside and a lime green(my favorite color lol 😁) hummer limo is out there. The driver opened the door for me and I got in and said thank you. After a 30 minute drive we pulled up at a dock looking over the beach. The sun was setting and it looked amazing. The diver opened the door and I got out. There was a table set for two with rose petals spread across the table and dock it was beautiful. My he rose petals on the ground were arranged in the shape of
a heart how sweet. Then I looked up at the sky and saw a plane flying by with a banner that said "Please forgive me for the all
the pain I have caused you my love" Then I feel arms snake around my waist and a head lean down in the crook of my neck. I immediately know who it is because of his scent. It was Mars crazy ass. Then he breaks the silence and asks "Do you for give me?"

Should I?

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