Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 33

I looove the song in the media... I thought it would go with the book...

De'marcus POV

I see nothing but darkness, I can hear people all around me, I can feel cold hands touching my skin, I try to open my eyes but its like a force is puling them back down. I cant speak or call out, when I try nothing comes out, my mouth stays shut. I feel a cool liquid rush into my veins and once more darkness takes over me.

*****

As I regain consciousness sounds begin to flood my ears. I hear thee door open and close. Light foot steps comes toward what Im guessing is the hospital bed im in. A sweet scent fills my nose and I figure out exactly who it is. My begins to lift up, I feel her soft finger tips graze across my knuckles. I feel her warm tears tricking down my hand. I begin to try to open my eyes with everything in me. I hate to see her cry, I hate it even more when it's because of me. I try to open them again but nothing happens. She begins to speak,

-"De'marcus please pull though for me. I need you and love you. I don't know what I would do without you.. as much as you get on my nerves I love you being around you. You make me feel safe, you make me feel love and wanted. We have been joined by the hip ever since I can remember, wake up so we can continue to go through life together. You are my protector, my guardian angel on earth, I need you more than you can ever imagine, I don't know how to go about life without you... I wont. I love you De'marcus"

As I hear her speak, I can feel her pain, that gives me enough strength to open my eyes

-I love you too, Nadia

I look over at her and muster up the best smile I can, her eyes shoot up at me. She screams out of joy and attacks me with a hug, I groan and she jumps back. She just stares at me and I stare at her. We are both at lost for words,

N-" I guess I should go um get the doctor" she says tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

She quickly walks out leaving me alone. Soon the doctor walks in with Nadia trailing behind with her head down.

Doc-"How are you feeling?"

D-"like shit."

Doc-"And why is that? What is bothering you"

D-"My chest burns when I breath, I have a head ache and my whole arm is in pain."

Doc-"Im gonna take the heart monitors off but leave the oxygen on, I don't think you are strong enough to breath on your own yet. I will get the nurse to bring you something for your pain. You are doing great, to be honest I didn't think you were going to wake up let alone make it through the night. You are very lucky Mr. De'marcus. I will be checking on you n the morning." with that he walks out

I avert my attention over to Nadia, I stare at her. She shifts and squirms under my gaze.

D-"Why you acting like that?"

she doesn't answer

D-"talk to me Nadia"

N-"its just" she stops

D-"Its just what"

N-"I really miss you... well us. never mind its stupid"

I smirk

D-"Nah finish what you was saying"

She covers her face with her hands, her shy ass.

D-"Na-" I get cut off by the door opening

A nurse walks in handing me a cup of pills and a bottle of water. I take it thanking her. She bites her lip and flips her hair over her shoulder. I look up at her she cute and all but I ain't tryna entertain these ho's. She continues to stare down at me

D-"Is there something else you need to do.. cause if not you can get out"

She scuffs and stomps out the room. I focus on Nadia again

D-"Finish what you was saying Nadia.. for real" I say sternly

N-"I mm I was say I-I miss us, like us being together. You being shot almost dying made me realize I can't function without you. Im miserable without being with you, I don't wanna be friends. I want to be yours and you mine, Im trying to change and mature but I need you along the way. I cant learn with out a teacher." she finishes with putting her head down

I take I what she said, it hasn't been the same with out her. I always feel down and lonely. I do want to be with her but Im tired of her childishness. I love her so I guess I will give US a try again

N- she sighs "That's why I didn't want to say anything.. I knew you wouldn't want to"

D-"See there you go, jumping to conclusions... I never said I didn't want to, I didn't say anything."

N-"Yeah you right, but .. what do you say, I mean if you don't want to now it's fine. I mean maybe sometime in the future we can try. When we both older and-"

I cut her off

"Nadia can you be down for a nigga?"

N-"Huh?"

D-"Can you be a ride or die chick... can you walk if the wheels fall off and shit gets rough? I mean cause if you can the I'll take you back" I smirk

N- she smiles wide "I can walk when the wheels fall off and walk even more without the soles of my shoes"

D-"That's what your boy need to hear. come here... girlfriend" I says smiling and patting my lap

she shakes her head no.

D-"Girl get up here"

N-"No im gonna hurt you."

D-"You wont hurt my arm if you get on the opposite side..." I suck my teeth "Man just come on. Let me cuddle with my girl. It will make me feel 10 times better"

She blushes and crawls over to me on the bed. She lays her head down in the crook of my neck. I wrap my good arm securely around her waist. She snuggles deeper into me, it hurt like hell but I just ignore the pain.

D-"Nadia"

N- she looks up at me "hmm"

D-"I love you baby girl"

N- she smiles "I love you too"

I lean down smashing my lips into hers. I kiss her hungrily and passionately. We pull away breathlessly looking at each other

D-"I missed you so much" I kiss her forehead

N-"Im glad I got you back"

Author

I hope yall enjoyed. Im not real good with the mushy stuff... I tried yall. I might go back and redo this chapter but idk. Give me some feedback... I love constructive criticism help a girl out.

Vote Comment and Share loves

Yo fav couple back together!

They cute or nah?

Whats gone happen with Killa and Shardanae?

What else is to come? Expect the unexpected....

Longer update will be coming soon.... Just wait on it!