Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 40 part 2

La'zelle POV

I stand and watch Nadia and De'marcus do their hand shake and share their first kiss as a married couple. I smile at how happy they are together, I just hope it last. They join hands together and signal us to pair up and walk out behind them. I roll my eyes and meet Jeremiah at the beginning of the aisle and link my arms with his. I plaster on a fake smile and we walk behind them. I hear Jeremiah mumble under his breath, so I cut my eye at him

Z-"I see you got your legs back, I shoulda taken those to so your ass could crawl down the aisle." I say through my teeth

J-"Don't try me bitch" he says tight lipped

Z-"I hope that bitch you took home last night burned you, with her dusty self"

J-"Dusty like your cat?"

Z-"I guess so, but you weren't complaining when you was knee deep in it." he huffs and doesn't respond,

I put on a real smile and wave at the people. At the end we stop to take pictures and we go our separate ways. I don't know what has came over him but I refuse to be walked over and disrespected. Im not going to mope over someone who doesn't seem to give a shit about me. Yeah it hurts, real bad, but I refuse to let him see me weak and broken. Im going to make him regret his decisions. We head to the photo booth to take all of our group and individual pictures. When I take my last picture I stand of to the side and wait for Nadia so we can go do our dress change. Sean comes over to me and wraps his arm around my shoulder.

S-"What's wrong sis?"

Z-"Nothing I'm fine"

S-"I've known you too damn long. You lying, what's wrong girl"

Z-"Sean this isn't the time or place to address my problems."

S-"Naw it is. It's me and you talking. Nadia don't need to know. It's me and you, brother to sister. Now what's up. You standing over here by yourself lookin all sad and lonely."

Z- I sigh "Your brother man. You know damn well what he did. He got me feeling some type of way, im trying to ignore the pain inside because it's my best friend's wedding day but him being here is not making it any better. He just hurt me so bad and to make it worse, I'm pregnant with his baby. It's like he just used me and dumped me to the side when felt like it."

S-"Damn I didn't know he got you pregnant. But one thing I do know is that Jeremiah did love you. He never treated any girl like he did you, not even his first love. But I don't know what got into him, he's been acting crazy with everyone. He cussed me and De'marcus out last night, I just think he going through something. He needs time, but I think you need to move on for now. Take care of yourself and my little nephew in there. Do what makes you happy and stop worrying about that nigga, you have done more than enough for him. "

Z-"Ugh, I know but.." I choke up o my words

S-"un-uh, come her sis" he pulls me into a hug "You too good for him. Don't cry over him, he's not worth it. He not thinkin bout you so why you all stuck up his ass? You know what, when we go on vacation tomorrow ima find you a nice Jamaican nigga. Now, come on so you and my nephew can get some food, I know you hungry cause I am. You gonna be my date tonight, ima have to beautiful ladies on my arm."

Z-"I love you Sean you are the best brother I never had. And why you keep saying nephew, how you know it's a boy?"

S-"I love you too sis. And because I just know. Plus I wanna boy but I ain't tryna have no more kids right now."

Z-"Okay Sean, lets go they are heading to the limos."

He loops his arm with mine and we make our way to the limos. Out the corner of my eye, I see Jeremiah glaring at me. I ignore him and keep my head held his like I have no care in the world.