Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 23

Author: Sorry yall i didnt mean to put chapter 27 up o the last chapter. I meant 22. It was late and i was tired so yeah. Sorry.

Nadia POV

I wake up to a high pitched beeping noise. I open my eyes and see im in a hospital room. What the hell? Why an I in here? I look around, I see De sitting in a chair on the left side of me. I get up and start taking the needles out of my arm. The machine that decects your heart rate stats to beep because i unhooked the thing from me.De' marcus shoots up in a panic and the doctor rushes in with those elecric things. When De'marcus see that im not dead he sighs and shakes his head sitting back down. I laugh.

Doctor-"Ms. Jones you can not do that. You could have torn a vein."

Me-"why am i hear?"

Doctor-"You assed out and hit your head on the floor causeing you to have a concusion"

everything starts flooding back to my memory.

Me-"Jeremiah!"

I jump out of bed and run out the room. I run out to the lady at the desk

Me-"I need info on Jeremiah Jones."

Lady-"sorry we don't have anything in the system but I did just see someone get wheeled in the room right there on a stretcher. He looked like a lighter version of you."

I thank her and jog into the room. Well,i got my exercise for the day, shit got me tired. I walk into the room and see La'zelle cryiing over the bed with her head i Jeremiah's chest.

Me-"Wha whats going on?"

Zelle-"They revived him before you passed out."she starts tolaugh lightly. "your scary ass passed out before the doctor could tell you what was going on. They revived him ut they dont think that he will make it. Apparently, Jeremiah has been hiding from us how bad it was. I mean i knew it was bad but I didnt know it would be this horrible."

Me-"Shut up. But what do you mean he told you he was doing bad? Jeremah told me that everything was fine ad the treatment was shrinking the the cancer.!" I say in tears. She shakes her head.

This is why i cannt stand him. He has always been the one to baby me and hide me from stuff.He pushed me away saying everythig was cooland to me it seemed like he was fine. But now that i look back at it, i see that i should have know. I know i may over react at times, but if they dont want me to now somethig, hell i would rather not been told at all then lied to. I feel guilty because i wasnt there to help him through, I mean its the least i can do with all the bull they put up with me. He was there when i needed him, and i wasnt and may never be there when he needs me.

I go over and sit by the bed. I just look at him, hes a pale grayish color instead of his normal golden brown skin. I can see the brlue weins running through his body. His once muscular body nnow looks freil and weak. He starts to stir in his sleep. Is eyes slowly open but quickly shut back closed do to the light. He opens them again and ooks around. He looks over at me and Zelle. He ives us a weak smile, Zelle returned it but I just mugged the hell out of him. He got me ALL the way fucked up if he think he gone get away with lying to me. He gives me a sympathetic look. I starte back at him with a blank facial expression

Me-"Oh but you okay though. The cancer is shrinking my ass nigga." i roll my eyes

Jeremiah-"Come on baby girl dont be like that. Im sorry, i know how you can get stressed a depressed easily. I mean, you just got out of your depressed state that lastest for almost two yeas. I didt need you to worry about me. Plus i dont need all of yall stressing. Yall got lives, you got your own stuff to worry about. Thats why i didnt tell anyone. You werent the only one, La'zelle didnt even know the full story and we live together. I didnt tell dad or Sean, so dont feel bad. I grown i can handle myself."