Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter Seven

De'marcus POV .

D-"Nadia your getting the wrong idea. I can't be with you because we both have our own issues that we need to work out. Neither one of us is ready to be in a committed relationship. Nadia baby, trust me that I love you the way you love me. Maybe even more. I'm in love with you but we just need to get our shit together first. I don't want to jump into things and mess everything up. Nadia just trust me baby when I say we can't be together. It's for the best"

I bend down to her level and press my lips into her. She instantly kisses me back latching her lips onto mine. Suddenly she pulls away looking at me wide eyed.
N-"Please go, you can't keep playing with my emotions"
D-"Nadia"
N-"go" she says as her voice begins to crack.
I sigh opening up her room door. I look back at her as I exit trying to figure out what to say, but nothing comes to mind. I close her door behind me and head out of her house. Sean is waiting outside in the car. I open the passenger door and slide in not saying a word. He pulls off and I see him looking at me through the corner of his eye
S-"what's up bruh?"
I shake my head not wanting to tell him what went down. He gives me one last look before focusing back on the road. After a while we pull up to my apartment and I get out with out saying a word. I go inside and think about what just played out. I know I shouldn't have kissed her but I couldn't help it. I contradicted myself by saying we can't be together and then kissing her. I just wanted to let her know that I care. I just hope I don't lose her. My phone vibrates notifying me of a text

SeanTheBum- i got a plan
PlanetMars- what type of plan?
SeanTheBum- for you and Nadia, I'll call you tomorrow

I don't know what he has up his sleeve but right now I got nothing better in mind. I'm going to let him do what he do.

Next Day
*buzz buzz
I reach over and grab my ringing phone off the night stand.
D-"hello?" I say groggily
S-"did I wake you up?"
D-"what do you want?"
S-"it's 12:53, you need to be ready by 1:30"
D-"for what?"
S-"I'll text you the address,"

He hangs up before I can respond. I sigh and stretch. I go to the bathroom and do all of my hygiene things. I look at my reflection in the mirror. I look terrible, my hair has grown out with out being tamed, my face is stubbly, and I have bags. I sigh and shake my head, I've let myself go. My schedule is school and trap, I haven't had time to do stuff for myself. I check to time to find I have 15min left

I head to my closet and pull out a simple outfit, black shirt and jeans with red yeezys. I grab a red baseball cap putting it on because I need to wear hats until i can get a haircut. Just as I place my ear rings in, Sean texts me some address. I put it in my gps and head out my apartment.

When I arrive at the destination it looks like an abandoned building. I spot Sean's empty car in the front, I pull up beside it. I get out of the car and head inside. As I enter I find that it's some type of office building. I spot Sean standing in the corner,
D-"what is this?"
S-"go inside that room" he points to a white door
D-"what's in there?"

He rolls his eyes and pushes me towards it. I open the door and step inside, and I see her. The door slams and clicks behind me. I turn to open it but it's locked I sigh. The only thing in the room is two chairs mounted to the ground facing each other.
D-"hey.."
She doesn't respond,
I sigh and sit down in one of the chairs. I watch as she avoids my gazes pretending to study her surroundings. There is nothing to study though, the room is completely empty. White floors and walls, not even a window. Suddenly a voice comes through an intercom.
"You will be let out when you sort out your problems"
I look over at Nadia,
D-"so are we gonna talk?"
N-"Talk about what De'marcus?"
I sigh
D-"what I said last night, you took it the wrong way. I didn't mean that we couldn't be together, I meant not now. Look Nadia I love you, and not just in a friendly type of way. I never told you because I knew I would mess up our friendship. Look at us now, shit is not the same. You have stuff you need to work out and so do I."
N-"I get what your saying. But I got upset because you basically told me we couldn't be together and then kiss me. It's like you play with my emotions. You fix up my heart only to break it again. You always do"
D-"how do I do that? I've never played with your emotions. Last night I just couldn't help myself"
N-"in school we cuddle and you flirt with me and kiss me. But when one of your hoes come around you push me to the side. You always do, don't deny it"
D-"I do. I apologize, I won't do it anymore. When you have my attention, you will keep it."
N-"you promise?"
D-"I promise baby girl"
I get up and walk over to her chair with open arms.
D-"come on you know you can resist"
A blush starts to creep onto her face. She gets up and I engulf her in a hug. We stand here for what seems like eternity.
D-"I'm sorry baby girl. We gonna make this right. We gone be together in our own time" I whisper in her ear sweetly.
I kiss her cheek lightly. She nods
N-"I'm sorry too."
I pull away and smile at her. I hear the door unlatch, so I take her hand in mine and we exit the room together.