Don't Judge Me (under extreme EDITING)

Chapter 10

Sean POV

When we left out KD I had this bad feeling about Mars man. Inwas almost home when something told me to go to his house. I made a U turn and made it there in 15 minutes. When I got there I rushed up to the door. I grabbed the key from under the mat. I open the door and the heavy smell of liquor hit my nose. No no no this motha fucka didnt. I walk in the house and he trashed his house everything is destroyed. I start looking for him but I don't hear anything. I walked into the tv room and see something in the corner. I turn on the light and see Mars slumped in the corner trembling with his eyes closed. I rush over there and shanks him and call his name. He didn't respond, DAMN! I sit him up and see white powder across his upper lip and 3 empty bottles beside him. (I added a little extra part to the last chapter at the end ☺️) I know this nigga ain't just do crack. Next thing I know he starts trembling and foaming in the mouth. I just throw him over my shoulder and run to my car. Damn this nigga heavy, what tf he be eating? He was shaking so much I almost dropped him. I throw him in my car and rush to the hospital. it normally takes 30 minutes but I got there in 10. I run in with him and scream "somebody help my brother!" and nurses come running out and put him on a stretcher and rush him to the back. I go in the waiting room and call his grandma, Shardanae La'zelle Jeremiah Nadia and my momma. the next 15 they all came rushing in asking me what happened. I told them what I found leaving out the crack part. I couldn't tell his grandma that or Nadia. Nadia started crying and walked out. I kind of feel bad now but it's whatever. I went out to find her and got her to come back in the room. We sat in the waiting room for 3 hours until the doctor came in and said

Doc- 'Family of De'marcus Marian Johnson?'

Me- 'I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle 'right here' we all stood up

Grandma Mary- 'is my baby ok?'

Doc- 'we had some trouble. We had to revive him twice because of the tremendous amount of crack cocaine and alcohol in his system. He over dosed. I recommend that you put him in some type of treatment. He is very young to be doing these types of things. Remember what happened last time Mrs. Johnson? You need to keep a close eye on him or it will happen again.'

Grandma Mary- 'Can we see him?'

Doc- 'yes you may 2 at a time please. Visiting hours are over but since I know you Mrs. Johnson I will let it slide. He is in room 232'

With that he walked away. I said I would go last. I had to talk to him. Grandma Mary went first rambling on about how she gone beat his ass and he gone wish he did die and how he gone be a bum ass crack head living in a trash can, how he foot gone be stuck so far up his ass that her pinky toe gone be hanging out his left nostril. I just shook my head laughing at her that lady is something else. But I love her though. Her and Jeremiah went in first. They came out 45 minutes later. Then Shardanae and La'zelle. Went they came back 15 minutes later with teary eyes. Then it was me and Nadia turn. My mama left after the doctor left. We walked down the halls silently and we finally made it to his room. I took a deep breath and opened the door. I walk in with Nadia behind me and close the door. He looks at me and gives me a head nod. Then he sees Nadia and mugs her and looks back at me. He was getting ready to says something but I cut him off.

Me- 'why? why out of all things would you choose crack yo?'

Mars- 'man it's a lot of things you don't know. If you gone lecture me ion want to hear it. I'm grown I do what I want to do. You ain't my mama, I don't think I came out your pussy so you can cut all that shit out.'

Me- 'no I ain't your mama but I seen what happened to you last time you were addicted to alcohol and now you a alcoholic and a crack head? you gone kill yourself! You went brain dead AND your kidneys shut down. Man I see you as my brother, I don't want to see you like that again.'

Mars- 'name whatever. Thanks for the care and all but right now idc. I don't got nothing to live for. Most of the people that I put my trust in ain't there no more. you and my grandma are the only people I trust. Shit, fuck everybody else.'

Nadia gets up and walks out with tears in her eyes. Mars calls her name and says

Mars- 'yeah get tf out. I hate you! Seening your Telly tubby look ass makes ass itch! You fat ass!'

I just look at him in disbelief. Where did my friend go. I understand that she hurt him but I mean you ain't have to do all that. I just shake my head and leave. I get Nadia and take her home and carry my ass to sleep.

Mars POV

Shit don't judge me yall. I have issues like serious ones. I'm bipolar, ADHD, and I have dyslexia. I have anger issues. I might become szchsafrinic, I show signs of it sometimes. My father died from it and killed my mother with him because of the things that was going on in his head. I hate taking my medicine because it makes me feel like I'm an outcast. Plus I think I can handle my anger. I have been doing crack for like 3 months now. It takes all my worries away. I use to be a heavy drinker after my parents died but Nadia helped me stop. But fuck her so ima go back to doing it. I don't like being in hospitals do in bout to break out this bitch. I put on some clothes cause a nigga not bout to walk out here butt naked and my big ole dick slanging everywhere. I look out the window in the hallway and don't see my nurse so I run out on to the elevator. When I get down to the first floor I see her so I put on my hood. I walk outside and it's like 3:00 in the morning. I guess I got to catch the subway home. I walk to the train station and get on. When I get home I grab a little bag of white and a bottle of Hennessy and go to my room. I do a line and drink some and take my ass to sleep. FUCK MY LIFE!

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