OUR SECRET || JAEYONG

Chapter 19 alone [m]

Jaehyun's eyes widened at Taeyong's words. "Are you serious?"

Taeyong nodded and looked deep in the eyes in front of him and he could only see them full of love and affection. He didn't really think about it before he had said that but now he was sure. He wanted Jaehyun. And he loved him so much that he trusted all of himself to him.

"Please?" He whispered lips close to Jaehyun's neck. It was a bit difficult reach out for him because his hands were still pinned against the door.

"Show me how much you love me." Taeyong bite his neck lightly just above his collar bone and that was all Jaehyun needed to throw away his doubts. He looked deep in Taeyong's eyes to make sure that the other knew what he was asking for. He didn't see any sign of hesitation or regret. Blush crept on Taeyong's face more as Jaehyun looked at him longer.

He let go of Taeyong's hands and lifted him. He then carried him on the bed and put him down carefully. Jaehyun kissed him gently savouring the every second of it. His hands travelled down on the hem of Taeyong's shirt and pulled it up. Taeyong helped him to get it off him.

"You haven't done this before, right?" Taeyong nodded slowly. "Don't worry, I'll make sure you'll only feel good. But remember, you're my first boy so I'm not sure how it'll go. I searched online but still..."

"Jaehyun, it's okay, just do whatever that feels right. I love you and trust you." He then pulled Jaehyun back in the kiss. It soon turned into a heated make out session. Taeyong kept tugging at the younger's shirt upwards. Finally Jaehyun broke the kiss and threw his shirt away too. Taeyong caressed the body above him moving his hands tenderly on the skin.

Jaehyun began kissing and licking down Taeyong's chest. His hands were on the elder's waist, keeping him still. Taeyong on the other hand was having troubles to keep still and quiet. It felt too good. When Jaehyun moved to lick his nipple, he couldn't hold it in anymore and let out a load moan. He immediately shut his mouth with his hand and Jaehyun turned to look at him.

"It's okay, no one else than me is going to hear you anyway. Don't hold it in." Taeyong removed his hand from covering his mouth and Jaehyun pressed a quick kiss on his plump lips. He placed his leg between Taeyong's lean thighs. At the same time the smaller's thigh blushed his crotch.

"You're hard." Taeyong blushed when he realized he had said it out loud.

"Yeah, because of you. And you're hard too." Jaehyun pushed his knee against Taeyong's clothed crotch making him whimper. He hadn't noticed when he got hard. He was too concentrated in only feeling Jaehyun's touch.

Jaehyun placed his hand on it and Taeyong lost it. He closed his eyes when the younger started touching him through his jeans. "Can I take them off?" Taeyong could only nod.

When Taeyong opened his eyes and he suddenly became super aware of everything that was happening. He wasn't wearing anything anymore unlike the younger above him had still his jeans properly on. Jaehyun glanced up at him to make sure he was okay after he had stared his naked body up and down enough for the time being.

He leaned in kiss again when he noticed the other's distress. Taeyong melted in the gentle kiss and pulled the younger closer his hands wrapped around Jaehyun's bare waist. He bit Jaehyun's lips to earn a moan from him but the kiss was broken then. 

"I just remembered that we don't have a condom."

"Then just don't use one." Taeyong tried to pull him back in the kiss but Jaehyun didn't move.

"I'm serious." Where was Jaehyun going with this?

"I'm serious too."

"You are?" Taeyong nodded trying to assure Jaehyun with his eyes. "If you're okay with it then I am too."