Taeyong couldn't move his eyes from him. He knew Jaehyun had hurt him very much but he still couldn't look anywhere else. Why couldn't he forget about it? The kiss. Nothing good would come from staring at the seat in front of him where Jaehyun was sitting. He was probably asleep by now.
He turned to look at his right. Mark was sleeping too.
He should've never told Jaehyun anything but it was too late to regret it now. The damage was done already. Jaehyun knew his secret. Why did he have to trust people so easily?
Jaehyun had asked him many times to give him a chance to talk with him in private. There was nothing to talk about so why bother? Nothing could be changed.
Should I ask him now? Jaehyun couldn't sleep. He knew Taeyong wasn't sleeping either because he heard him moving in his seat from time to time. Everyone else was sleeping so it would be perfect time to talk to him. There was no one to get suspicious. No one would ever know about them not being in good speaking terms.
He wasn't sure what he wanted to tell the elder. Lying again was out the question. Taeyong would know if he tried to lie. The truth would cause more problems but it was the the only option.
One thing was still needing an explanation. Why had Taeyong been so hurt by the idea of the kiss meaning nothing to him? Of course the kiss had meant him everything but Taeyong didn't know that.
Jaehyun got up from his seat quietly and turned to look at Taeyong who was pretending to be sleeping.
"I know you're not sleeping...Can we talk?" Please say yes.
Taeyong opened his eyes and glanced shortly up at him. "Don't want to."
"Please Taeyong. I want to explain why—"
"Don't you dare to address me by my first name! I'm your hyung...And you don't have to expl—" Taeyong snapped and got up from his seat. Jaehyun hadn't expected that and now they were now standing face to face, Taeyong looking at him so angrily and coldly. He didn't want things to be like this between them.
"Be quiet! The whole plane is awake soon if you don't shut up." Oh no Mark had woken up.
"Wait... were you two just fighting?" Mark had woken up properly and sat up straight on his seat when he realised where the noise was coming from.
"Yes, bec—"
"NO! We were not." Taeyong glanced from Mark to Jaehyun frowning.
"You clearly are in a fight. Why are you even in a one?"
"What? Who is fighting with who?" Doyoung had woken up too and stood up from his seat. He seemed worried. It was really bad if some of the members where in a fight. It affected the whole team and the atmosphere. Soon everyone would know about them having problems with each other.
"Me and Taeyong had a misunderstanding and Taeyong doesn't want to sort it out."
"What? I'm not the one to be blamed here. It's your f—"
"It doesn't matter whose fault is what. You can't be in a fight with yourself so it's the both of you. Now, you two solve your problem." Mark sounded so cold. He was scary when angry.
"You can go in the toilet to talk if you want to talk in private." Doyoung suggested. What a splendid idea. Being in a cramped room together with Jaehyun didn't sound so bad. He'd rather jump off the airplane.
"No, please, not now. We'll talk when we get home. I promise." Taeyong looked shaken up begging for his younger brothers. He was pouting and looking from Mark to Doyoung. They were going to have no mercy. Jaehyun smiled a bit at Taeyong looking so defeated.
"No, you're going to talk now." It was weird seeing the youngest of them so determined.
Jaehyun laughed a bit. Taeyong turned to him. "What are you laughing at? You think this is funny?"
Jaehyun laughed more at his cuteness. "So what?"
Taeyong was even more angry at him now. Mark stood up and pushed Taeyong so he'd move forward but he didn't get the sign and lost his balance at the push.
Jaehyun had saved him from falling by grabbing him on his shoulders. Taeyong removed his hands off him fast and gave the younger a death glare.
"Sorry about that. Now, you're going to the toilet to have a long talk together. Go go." He motioned with his hand for them to walk forward.
Mark was pushing him and Taeyong towards the toilets and Doyoung was following them soon after.
"Neither of you is leaving the toilet if you both don't agree with each other that your problem is solved. Understood?" Gosh, are we in military or something?
"Got it." Jaehyun glanced at Taeyong on his side. He didn't think he'd say anything so he decided to make him talk.
"You know, it's your fault they now know about our 'fight'." He found Taeyong fascinating like this so why not to play with the fire a little more. It wasn't really a fight they were in. It was just a misunderstanding but Taeyong didn't know that. He knew nothing but false information.
"You shut up. It was you who brought it up in the first place. What a great place to have a talk. Didn't you think about that?" At least he is saying something now.
"You both can save your insults for later." Mark opened the door of the toilet and pushed them both in there. Doyoung was waving his hand at the back.
Silence fell between them now that they were alone. Jaehyun looked at the elder who was staring a the floor. He is probably so embarrassed.
"I think they're still standing there just to make sure you won't escape."
"Me? Why wouldn't you try to lea—" And angry too. Taeyong had turned to him with his face flushed.
"I was the one who even wanted to talk in the first place, remember?" Taeyong turned away again.
After a long silence Taeyong spoke again. "Talk then."
It was the perfect chance to talk to him. They were alone and Taeyong had told him to talk. He knew Taeyong would be listening now but nothing came out of his mouth. He just stared at Taeyong who looked so uncomfortable.
"Why are you so uncomfortable?" Taeyong blushed more turning away from Jaehyun and tried to back away more but couldn't. There wasn't that much empty space.
Taeyong isn't going to answer.
"You know... about that talk in the bathroom yesterday...I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't think throughly what I was saying." Should I tell him about that kiss? Only an apology isn't going to be enough. I'm so doomed.
"And about that kiss... I-I didn't kiss you because I was using you...or playing with you..." Taeyong had turned to look at him finally. His eyes were full of curiosity and ...hope? Jaehyun lost himself in his eyes for a moment.
"Oh my god, are you really making me say this?" He turned away and covered his face in his hands. His heart was beating fast in his chest. He was scared. I'm going to ruin everything.
He took a beep breath and then said it.
"I like you..."
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Fanfiction[ EDITING ] Taeyong thinks he is gay and because of that he can't get enough sleep. The comeback is getting close and he's tired and stressed out. Jaehyun accidentally finds out about his problem in a rather unexpected way. After the incident nothin...
