"Jaehyun, love, wake up." Taeyong whispered close to his ear. He then planted a kiss on Jaehyun's neck near it. They had been together for two weeks now. Every morning was like this one. Taeyong woke up first and started teasing Jaehyun after having stared at him enough.
Nights were Taeyong's favourite. They'd get to have some alone time to talk and just be near each other. They didn't do anything more that kissing. Sometimes they'd get carried away in a more heated make out session but it always ended before they'd take any clothes off.
"I'm awake..."
"You don't sound like it." Taeyong began caressing his face. He studied Jaehyun's features like that in some mornings. Jaehyun would wake up when he had had enough of the touching. He played with the younger's plump lips with his fingers, then cheeks and wondered where the dimples come out from when he smiles. He didn't see any sign of them when he looked at Jaehyun's relaxed face.
Taeyong didn't think Jaehyun would open his eyes anytime soon so he pulled the covers up for a bit and rolled to lay on him. His ear was against Jaehyun's chest so he could hear his every heart beat. It was calming. He was dozing off a little but then he felt arms wrap around his waist. Taeyong pushed himself up so that the other was now trapped between his limbs. He looked at Jaehyun who had his eyes opened.
"Morning." Taeyong didn't reply when he started planting kisses on the younger's neck. Jaehyun moved his head to the side to give him a better access. They had agreed not to leave any marks. He didn't get to give many kisses when he was interrupted by noise coming from the door.
"Good morn-...oh I'll come back later." Taeyong flew from being on Jaehyun to his side. They had both gotten startled when someone had suddenly spoken but for their luck, it was just Ten.
"Wait...it's not..." Taeyong had never imagined anyone else could see that.
"Lucky it's just me. Next time it could be someone other so be more careful." With that he left the room and the both of them were left speechless.
"Well it was just him..." Jaehyun said and the one sitting on the edge of the bed turned to him.
"Yeah...just him."
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"I'm going to find a bathroom." It wasn't a bathroom he wanted to find but Jaehyun. The other had disappeared somewhere when they were making their way back from the stage. They had just finished another comeback stage.
He didn't wait for anyone to reply to him when he turned around and walked to the opposite direction. It didn't take long for him to spot Jaehyun's back in the crowd of few people. Other people were only girls.
He quickly hid around the corner when he heard Jaehyun laughing. Why did he hide in the first place? It wasn't like he was in a wrong place or something. He looked around the corner to see the same view again. He noticed that the girls were probably idols too but didn't recognise them.
Taeyong hid again and put other hand on his chest. Why was he feeling like this? He felt so terrible suddenly. If Taeyong wasn't holding him back, he'd probably want to date a nice girl like one of them. When Jaehyun was with him he could never have a date like a normal people would have. Take a girl to a nice restaurant and hold hands in public. Why was Jaehyun with him anyways? He wasn't even gay. He probably liked girls now too. Did he force Jaehyun being with him?
Taeyong left quietly back to the changing room. He couldn't stop the awful thoughts from intruding his mind.
"There you are. Where did you disappear? Where's Jaehyun?" Someone asked right when he opened the door.
"Haven't seen him." Just then the door opened again but he didn't bother to look who it was. He went to take off his make up.
"Good, you're both now here. We're going to eat because tomorrow is a free day for us all. And maybe drink..."
"I'm not hungry." Taeyong didn't even think what he was saying. His mind was occupied with something else. He couldn't erase the scene out of his mind.
"Me neither." To Taeyong's surprise, Jaehyun said the same thing. What did he think he was doing?
***
Taeyong lied on the sofa when they got back to the dorms. He was tired but he didn't want to go to their room. He wanted to be alone and think about sad things for a change.
"Taeyong?" Jaehyun was, of course, asking him right away. He sat up from the sofa and looked at Jaehyun for the first time since spying on him. He looked worried.
"Why do you want to be with me?" It was better that he didn't keep the things that bothered him to himself.
"What? Are you seriously asking me that?" He could see the surprise on Jaehyun's face.
"Just answer the question. You could have any girl you'd ever want so why stuck with me? I'm a guy you know, and you're not into those in the first place." He glanced up to see that Jaehyun was clearly mad. He didn't want to lose Jaehyun but he had to make sure the other knew what he had gotten himself in to: he was in a relationship with a man.
The younger walked closer to him and took a hold of his wrist. Taeyong almost fell over when he suddenly pulled him up from the sofa.
"We need to talk for a bit." Taeyong didn't know how to deal with the angry Jaehyun. He dragged Taeyong to their room and closed the door quietly as he let go of Taeyong's wrist. Taeyong didn't feel that well anymore.
"We could've just talked there. No one's home either w-... did you just lock it?!" Jaehyun turned to look at him and Taeyong was scared. The other stared in his eyes so intensely that gave him chills. Taeyong didn't have a chance to ask what the other was thinking when he was suddenly pushed against the door. Jaehyun crashed his lips on Taeyong's.
Jaehyun kissed him with so much strength that left him breathless. He cupped Taeyong's cheeks and the shorter placed his hands on Jaehyun's waist as a reflex. The tongues were involved in the kiss almost immediately and Taeyong melted in the kiss. He let out a moan when Jaehyun bit his lips aggressively. Taeyong was fascinated at how a kiss that messy could feel so good.
Jaehyun took his hands off his waist and pinned them against the door. Then he felt Jaehyun's thigh rub against his crotch. He moaned more and let Jaehyun what ever he wanted. The feeling on his lips was suddenly gone and he opened his eyes to see Jaehyun looking at him with a flushed face.
"You think I want any girl out there when I have this hot person in front of me, looking at me with those eyes full of lust. I love you Lee Taeyong. I love you so much. And I am so gay for you if you haven't noticed." He talked with breathy voice. How could he still sound so sincere after that heated make out session? Taeyong wanted to hug him and tell him how sorry he was for doubting him but instead, he leaned closer to Jaehyun's ear if possible and whispered him something else.
"Make me yours."
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Fanfiction[ EDITING ] Taeyong thinks he is gay and because of that he can't get enough sleep. The comeback is getting close and he's tired and stressed out. Jaehyun accidentally finds out about his problem in a rather unexpected way. After the incident nothin...
