OUR SECRET || JAEYONG

Chapter 8 I was drunk

Jaehyun was just thinking and walking around in the restroom. Not for long, his thoughts were interrupted by the voice he didn't want to hear right now. He loved it. He loved his voice of course. He had been drinking and now he was scared that he'd do something he'll regret later.

He turned around. There he was, looking all perfect in a simple white t-shirt and ripped jeans. It should be illegal how Taeyong looked. His face was slightly flushed because of alcohol and his red hair messy.

"Jaehyun I want to talk about something...and I think you already know what it is about." What is he talking about? Is it again about my 'odd' behaviour? Why does he look so nervous? He has no reason to be nervous for.

"What is it?" Jaehyun tried his best not to show any emotion. The red head looked down. Why does he look so hesitant right now? Jaehyun didn't notice himself walking forward. He regretted drinking and he knew he would regret this what he was going to do later.

"Jaehyun why—" Jaehyun didn't want to hear the question. He didn't even need to, Taeyong had stopped talking after he looked the slightly taller man in the eye again. Shit. I want to kiss him.

Taeyong looked so confused. Why had he stopped talking? He didn't do anything, yet. Jaehyun glanced down at his lips.

Whatever. Jaehyun placed his lips on Taeyong's. Gosh, his lips feels just like I remembered, warm and soft. Taeyong didn't pull away. Jaehyun took that as a sign to continue and moved his lips a little on the other's. He opened his eyes slightly to see that Taeyong had closed his eyes too. He placed his hands on Taeyong's cheeks and deepened the kiss. Taeyong was responding in the kiss now. It felt so different kissing him than any girl. It was so much better. Perhaps because there was more deep feelings included in it.

Jaehyun pushed Taeyong to walk backwards. He moved his hands on to Taeyong's waist. Their lips were moving on each other gently before Jaehyun pushed Taeyong against the wall and the kiss became more, fierce. Taeyong let out a little moan at the sudden change.

Jaehyun became more daring at that and bit Taeyong's lower lip earning another moan from him. Everything was so hot. Taeyong was so hot. The red head had now placed his hand on Jaehyun's neck just like he had done a few days ago.

Jaehyun was kissing him. They both were kissing each other. It's not just one of them this time. It was so good. Much better than last time. Taeyong didn't know this was what he had wanted until he had Jaehyun's lips on his again.

Everything was perfect until Jaehyun suddenly pulled away. Taeyong was already missing the pressure on his lips. He opened his eyes and saw Jaehyun looking at him with shocked expression. Taeyong tried to clear his thoughts. He felt now more sober than ever. What just happened? Why did Jaehyun just kiss me? I thought he didn't like it in the first time.

"I don't know why I did that." Jaehyun had backed away little. His hands were not on Taeyong's waist anymore. He looked at Jaehyun whose face was flushed and lips deep red like probably his own too.

"Jaehyun—"

"Please don't say anything. I'm sorry, I was and still am drunk. I wasn't thinking clearly when I did that." Jaehyun was now panicking and Taeyong didn't know what to do. He wasn't angry or anything. He was just surprised at that. Yes, he had liked the kiss very much but he was just never expecting that. Or was he?

"We'll talk about it later then." Taeyong suggested. It was better for both of them not to talk about it right now. Right after that heated kiss.

Jaehyun was crouching on the floor and nodded slightly. That was all Taeyong needed for answer. "I'll leave then."

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He said it just happened because he was drunk. Then it didn't mean anything for him. Am I the only one feeling weird then? Taeyong's heart wouldn't calm down. He was now more confused.

Was Jaehyun just playing with him? He was the only one who knew Taeyong's secret after all. He had thought Jaehyun hadn't liked the kiss first time. So why then kiss him again? There had to be something else Taeyong didn't know. It was all too confusing.

Taeyong had went outside. It was snowing. He didn't realise how cold it was until he shivered a bit. The jacket was long forgotten and it was so cold. Just then he looked around properly. The streets were quiet. Only few cars drove by sometimes. Little further on the other side of the road there was a few, probably drunk, men talking in loud voice in foreign language.

He wouldn't want to deal with them. It was better if he went inside. He didn't want to make others worried. Taeyong turned and began walking to the door. He didn't know how long he had been standing there already.

"Pretty boy, you're not lost are you?" Taeyong was stopped by some drunk old man. He was standing in front of Taeyong and speaking language Taeyong couldn't understand. Taeyong backed away few steps but stopped when he heard footsteps behind him. He turned around. There was two other men too. They looked so big and scary.

Oh no. What have I got myself into. He was scared. The men looked like they had something bad in their mind. What should I do? No one knows I'm here.

"I don't think this one understands us." One of the men said something.

"Lee Taeyong." It was their manager. Taeyong felt relieved. The manager came beside him and put his arm on his shoulder to protect him. Whoa he looks so angry. I'm in so much trouble. The men backed away when manager said something to them in english.

"How can you just go outside alone and without telling anyone? We were so worried something bad might have happened to you. Do you even realise how much in danger you were?" Yup he was beyond angry but Taeyong deserved it, the scolding. "We're in a foreign city, you don't know their language and above all of that you're a celebrity. You can't just wander alone on the streets. What were you thinking?"

"I'm sorry wasn't thinking. I just needed some fresh air."

The manager got silent and looked at Taeyong. Why is he looking so...sad? He should be terrified, not sad. "Did something happen?"

By now they had gotten back in the restaurant. Taeyong didn't need to answer the question when other members noticed them.

"Where were you? We were so worried when we noticed you gone."

"If you left because of me and Lucas were arguing, we're sorry." Doyoung was looking so guilty but it wasn't their fault. It was just Taeyong and his stupidity.

Taeyong opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. His eyes had caught on something. Jaehyun had just walked in the room and looked at him with worried expression. Had he known he was 'missing'? They were looking at each other for some time until Taeyong was pulled out of their bubble.

"Taeyong hyung say something."

"What? Ah I just went outside to get fresh air. I didn't leave because of you two." Now Jaehyun must be thinking it's his fault.

"We're leaving now. Everyone get in the car." The manager was saving Taeyong from answering more questions for now.

The whole drive to the hotel others were asking too many questions from Taeyong. He couldn't answer in them all since his mind was occupied with something else.

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I hate it that I don't know how to use more complex words and sentence structure. I'm sorry about that ...if anyone even knows what I mean.