OUR SECRET || JAEYONG

Chapter 16 it's embarrassing

The first thing Taeyong saw in the morning was his sleeping Jaehyun. His Jaehyun. He still couldn't believe that he and Jaehyun were really together now. Just listening to his loved one's peaceful breathing made him feel so happy. He didn't want to wake him up but he needed to. Everyone else was already gone to practise and if they didn't show up soon they'd come to get them out of their room. It would be too weird if they saw them sleeping in the same bed. And without shirts on.

"Jaehyun..." Taeyong leaned closer to his face. "If you don't wake up soon I'm going to kiss you awake." He waited but nothing happened.

"Okay then I'm just gonna leave first." He sat up on the bed but before he could stand up, he was pulled back in bed. Jaehyun was now hugging him from the back. Taeyong loved the feeling of closeness so much.

"Morning." He heard Jaehyun's raspy morning voice close to his ear.

"How long did you pretend to be sleeping?"

"For a while. I didn't want to wake up because it means we can't be like this."

"I know that but we need to go before others come in here." Jaehyun kissed his shoulder making him shiver.

"Okay then let's just not go." He turned to face Jaehyun. Their faces were so close, eyes lost in each other's eyes.

"You're so beautiful, did you know?" Jaehyun suddenly says making the other blush. That came out of no where.

"How can I be beautiful? I'm a man if you happened to forget."

"I know you are but it doesn't change the fact that you're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. You're handsome too if that's what you wanted to hear." Taeyong blushed even more and turned away from Jaehyun. He hated things that made him so embarrassed.

"You don't like hearing compliments, do you? Well, now you should get used to it. You're going to hear those everyday from now on." Jaehyun wrapped arms around him from the back and kissed his shoulder to get attention from him. Taeyong wouldn't turn around.

"Are you really that embarrassed...baby?" He saw how Taeyong's ears were red from embarrassment. "Okay, I'm sorry, I won't say anything else. Look at me, please?" It was like speaking to an empty room but he knew Taeyong was listening to him. He began caressing Taeyong's back with his other hand and then moved it on his front body. He felt how the small body shivered under his touch. He heard Taeyong let out a breathy moan. When Jaehyun started to plant kisses on the other's back he suddenly escaped from him.

"I'm sorry, was I not supposed to do that?" Taeyong had picked up his shirt on the floor and now had it on. He still didn't look at him.

"Taeyong?" Before he could realise what was happening, Taeyong was already out of the room. What? Did I make him that uncomfortable? He hadn't expected that kind of reaction from Taeyong. He was afraid if Taeyong was really mad at him now for some reason.

He got up from the bed and went to get change of clothes from the wardrobe. Before he could have the shirt on properly the door was pushed wide open and he was startled at that. It was Ten. "Could you knock first ple—"

"What did you do to Taeyong? I saw him just now rushing out of here and his face was all red." Ten looks mad.

"I don't know what happened. He just left suddenly when we were..." He couldn't tell him what they were doing.

"What were you...?"

"It's none of your business!" Jaehyun snapped. He was frustrated because of Taeyong and he didn't want to deal with Ten right now.

"Ah yeah right...did you talk last night?" Jaehyun blushed a bit when he realised where this conversation was going but nodded anyways.

"And did you...um...solve things?" Jaehyun nodded again.

"Then you're together now?"

"Yeah you could say that." He was very uncomfortable talking about these kind of things with someone else than Taeyong. Awkward silence fell in the room.

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"Taeyong can you please open the door?" Jaehyun had been standing outside of the bathroom door for a long time already. Ten went to practise and he was now desperate to know if Taeyong was okay.

"Please? I need to talk to you. I'm sorry if it was because of what I did earlier. I'm just so worried now that I don't know what to do." Jaehyun was feeling hopeless.

Suddenly the bathroom door clicked open and Taeyong pushed it slightly for Jaehyun to get in. He sighed in relief.

"I'm sorry I was in shower so I didn't hear that you were there." Taeyong was looking down somewhere. He noticed that he had covered the hickey on his neck with make up again. But why wouldn't he look at Jaehyun in the eye?

"Okay right...wait, I didn't hear shower being on. And your hair isn't wet." Taeyong was somehow surprised at what he had said. Did he really think he wouldn't see trough his lie? "Why'd you lie about something like that? Is everything okay?"

"I'm sorry. You'd probably laugh at me if I told you." Taeyong tried to leave but Jaehyun blocked the door. Again.

"Why would I laugh at you? I wouldn't laugh at anything that concerns you this much." He touched Taeyong's cheek lightly to get him look up.

"Don't touch me!" Taeyong stepped away instead.

Now Jaehyun was scared. He didn't know why the other was suddenly acting like this. Just this morning they were cuddling together in the bed.

"No, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. I was just...surprised." Taeyong tried to cover for what he said accidentally.

"Taeyong...I'm just worried because I care about you. I don't know what I did wrong and then suddenly you don't want me near you and you won't look at me in the eye. What happened?" Taeyong glanced at him briefly. He was nervously picking the hem of his shirt. Jaehyun kept waiting for him to say something.

"I liked it...maybe too much... the way you touched me. But then I felt...it." Taeyong's cheeks grew more red as he spoke stuttering. He glanced again at Jaehyun who was looking at him with unreadable expression.

"So you're saying that you ran away without a word because you got hard?" Taeyong nodded and blushed more.

"Oh my god." Jaehyun found it somehow hilarious. He had really thought something bad happened but it was just a small thing like that. But he was relieved too. "Then what did you do?"

Jaehyun wouldn't stop with the awkward questions in Taeyong's opinion. "Umm...it went away because I left the room at the right moment." Or at the wrong time for Jaehyun. He wasn't sure what would've happened next if Taeyong hadn't left then. Maybe it was good.

"You don't need to be embarrassed about it. It's normal and I know you know that too. Why do I feel like I'm the one older here?" He sighed.

"I was just scared that you wouldn't like it."

"You really think that? It would make me really happy to know that I can make you feel that way. Next time that happens, don't run away. Are we good now?" Taeyong nodded after some time of processing everything and Jaehyun let out a sigh. "I'm going then."

Taeyong watched him leaving. Was he mad at him now? After he was left alone he sat down of the floor. He hated it that he had made Jaehyun so worried about him. From now on he wouldn't make that mistake ever again. He'd tell Jaehyun everything. Secrets would ruin their relationship and he didn't want that to happen.

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I have a important question.
Should I include smut in this story? I won't write if no one wants to read that. And it won't be in the next chapter tho.