Update - Where Am I?

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What's up guys~ I was planning on writing a chapter today but I've been super busy lately. I thought I could come and quickly explain what'll be going on for the next few weeks.

Firstly, on the 25th of May I'll be moving houses. I haven't revealed why yet and despite the fact I'm not sure if I'm ready to share why, It's been almost 6 months since I've kept it a secret. My parents decided to divorce at the start of 2018, and thoughts and questions have been running in my mind ever since. I only have about 2 weeks to pack, which includes my belonging in my room and I want to help my mum pack other items just to take a weight off her back.

Also, I just finished my 2 maths exams and my English exam last week, I'm still super stressed though because I know I did super bad but there's no going back at this point-
I also have a French exam tomorrow so I'm spending tonight revising and catching up on homework. I can't predict what day's I'll get homework and for when they'll be due in so I can't set dates I'll publish.

Lastly, I literally have no motivation. I've been stuck sitting in bed this last month because I need to keep my desk clear ready for packing. I've had like 1 or 2 days a week to relax without homework so I'd appreciate a break for a while until I've moved and settled in. This move is a big thing for me. I've lived in my current house for my whole life, and suddenly having to move into a smaller house with my mum and brother is a really huge change for me. I'm not going far, but I'm going to miss the surroundings I've grown up with for my whole life, so the closer the move gets, the more stressed I'm getting.

Having to balance this all out with school work and packing is hard. Having the idea of having to update this story is adding to the stress and I really don't need that weight on my back right now. Hopefully I'll be able to update soon, I've had a request for a few weeks I've been meaning to write so I'll try and get that up soon~

That's all I have to say, really.. Thanks for reading if you've made it up till here, I appreciate it. If any of you want someone to talk to about anything at all, feel free to send me a private message. I've experienced a lot up till this point in my life, if I can use my knowledge to help others with mental or physical health then I would 100% do it. I love you all, please don't give up on me, give me about 2-3 weeks to get myself sorted and I'll hopefully be back on track.

Quick thanks to Zxyomi. You've been there for me through thick and thin, and coincidentally, the day I move is our 6 month anniversary as friends. Hopefully we can meet soon, the ocean can't keep us apart for too long or I swear to gosh I will crack!?- Love you dumpling~

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