BTS' 8th Member《Imagines & Scenarios》

Forgive Me~

I guess I just want to tell you how I've been lately. I haven't been writing to my fullest ability, I've honestly been struggling. I have a few suggestions that have been piling up and I feel terrible about not being about to write them straight away. I'm just to stressed and lazy, and I admit I'm using school as an excuse.

I've been feeling really down. I'm stressed, anxious, depressed, lonely, confused.. I don't really know what I'm feeling anymore. I struggle opening up to people, because I'm scared they'll judge me or find me over-dramatic, but if I don't tell you guys now, you'll never know.

I'm asking for your forgiveness. I can do better, I promise. What is in Namjoonie says? Love myself, love yourself~ I guess I'm trying to learn how to love myself before I can have the chance to give back to other people, including you guys!

For now, if you could slow down on the requests, I'd appreciate that. Once I've completed my current requests I'll take suggestions again. I really appreciate all of you for taking time out of your day to read my book, it keeps me motivated to not to give up all together. I'll get through this stage in my life as soon as I can collect myself.

Love you all, thanks for reading if you actually made it to this bit. You're all beautiful inside and out, I'm always here to talk if you need a listening ear, I don't judge, we're all human.

I'll publish a chapter later, but after that I might not update until either tomorrow or in the next few days. Forgive me~