His Little Brat. {Levi x Reader}

Breaking Point. (Depressed!Levi x Reader)

-Writing this on my phone. It feels weird since I always write on my laptop until now. Welp, school hasn't started yet and I'm bored so LES UPDATE. Dude Farlan's death was just so sad in the manga. Mind you, I said manga and not anime OVA. They didn't even include the scene where he salutes Levi with goodbye...ugh. If Farlan was still alive, he'd actually be my favorite character. Enjoy!-

  Ever since you had gotten back from the expedition outside of the wall, Levi had been silent the whole entire time. Actually, the whole survey corps were rendered silent. It wasn't just because there were a significant amount of you missing, but it was because you all had the privilege of witnessing Levi losing every single person he loved in the blink of an eye.

  Maybe it scared you a little. The way his eyes looked back then. His usual composure had been wiped away, being replaced by a dark and terrifying aura that emitted from him. The other thing that had your nerves shaking was his capability to slice down a titan like that. As if he wasn't already overpowered and skilled to begin with, back there,he completely dissembled that titan into a geyser of blood. You look down at your dark green cloak speckled with blood and your heart automatically cringes in pain. It angered you that the lives you had gotten to know we're here one day and gone the next.

"Farlan!!! Let go!! IT HURTS!!" You whine as the dirty blonde haired man pulls at your cheek teasingly.

"I will once you admit that you're in love with Levi." He teases and you glare at Isabel.

"What!?! I couldn't turn down that potato (Your Name)!!" She laughs.

  Before you even know it, a few drops of tears make their way down your cheeks and to your chin. You quickly swipe them away, hoping that nobody had seen you breaking inside. Maybe it was just a coincidence, but something propelled you to dig your knees into your horse, making it speed up so you were side by side with the man you loved. He had his gaze fixated blankly in front of him. He doesn't even respond to you as you glance at him with worry.

"Levi...are you-" you begin but at that moment, you watch as his eyes roll back and his body begins to tilt sideways.

  You act against your will as his body thuds against your shoulder. You quickly steady his horse and look towards Commander Erwin for help. His blue eyes pierce yours, and for a moment, you see pity and sadness. But it disappeared as quickly as it appeared when he orders the squad to move him to the wagon. He had been through too much, it was only natural for his physical body to lose it's will to function at that moment. No matter how strong he was able to contain his emotions, his physical body was exhausted. Erwin nods at you, and you understand immediately.

You climb into the wagon where Levi was laying. Sweat glistens on his face and neck as his eyebrows are furrowed. You rub your hand along his cheek and bend down to bring your lips to his cheek. Almost immediately, his breathing returns to normal. You wondered what he was dreaming about.

For maybe a brief amount of time, he would be able to forget everything around him. You hoped that when he came back to his senses, that he would realize that he had made a choice with no regrets by joining the Survey Corps.