*ba dum tss* ↠ third book o' random

should I be excited or nah

s o

the guy I like, originally didn't have me on snap, bUT, over the weekend he went camping with a friend of ours and then he added me wHAT

and it said I was added by snapcode, so he had to have asked our friend for my snap wHAT

and then we talked off and on all day and sunday wHAT

I'm trying to tell myself he's probably just being friendly but everything is just adding up. like, he complimented me not too long ago and one might think it means nothing, but when a guy compliments something about you, it freaking means something to me.

ahhhh I need to calm down. he goes to my youth group and that's how I met him, oh and he's my neighbor.

you see, I live in the middle of nowhere, so when someone lives half a mile down the road from you, they're your neighbor. and this is the case with me and my crusho.

I have youth group with him on wednesday and I'll let you know if anything happens then.

however, last wednesday, it was just a full out party. our friend who I mentioned beforehand is the good of our group and has been best friends with my crusho for forever. so whenever crusho's around he does some funny freaking stuff.

so like we would laugh at him and stuff because of his random comments and such, but crusho would just turn and LOOK AT ME with the cutest freaking smile. and I swear I saw him staring at me a couples times during the discussion.

I'm probably making this sound like he 100% likes me but right now, there's maybe a 65% chance he likes me, just because of things.

aghhhhh I'm gonna pray to God and be like "PLEASE LET HIM LIKE ME BACK BUT HE ASKS ME OUT" because I'm too afraid of rejection to even consider asking him out.

oKAY WELL BYE