*ba dum tss* ↠ third book o' random

ayeeee

so crap has been going on in tennis. I've gotten moved to the worst position because a girl that just started this year that my coach likes a lot took my spot.

ughhh it's just really stressing me out and I even asked if I could do a challenge match with her to see if I could get that spot back, but he said no since JV's undefeated at the moment.

and my doubles partner said she's quitting next week because she's dealing with the same stuff. she's also a senior.

I told my mom all of this and she told me I don't have to play next year, and she's not one to say anything like that. idk, she must've noticed that it's really getting to me.

idkkkk it's just not fun, you know? it's made a significant impact on my confidence and it's veryyyy noticeable.

on a much happier note, I've gotten a whole lot of compliments on my art in my portfolio class recently. it's really boosted my confidence in my art.

also, if you didn't know, I have really messed of big toes so I'd always get really bad ingrown toenails. so I've been going to a specialist to get them removed. he has to numb the toe by giving me four shots that hurt like heckkkkk.

for the past two times I've gone he's put a chemical in my toes to stop the nails from growing back and today was the last time I'll be getting toe shots! hallelujah!

well, that's my life updated so far.