*ba dum tss* ↠ third book o' random

is it weird

is it weird that I'm always frightened that a bench will not support me. that it will simple break and crumble after I have sat on it?

even if it is a very thick concrete bench, I always fear the bench will break off.

this fear is subsided however when I sit right by or on the support of the bench. I feel safe and secure. I believe that the bench will no longer crumble when I sit right on it.

idk kinda weird right.