When We Collide √

Chapter 66

Amell looks at me. He holds my gaze for much longer than I wanted or expected. His pink lips part but he doesn't speak he simply stares at me , he's blue orbs boring into my hazel ones I feel as though he's looking deep within my soul he's eyes are searching and his gaze is tormenting... It's tormenting me internally it puts me in some kind of trance that can only be halted by him removing his eyes otherwise I would completely be lost in them

"Naye," he says and my head jolts up and I focus my eyes on anything but his eyes. "Why are you here ?" He asks in a concerned tone and my eyes divert back to his

"I don't know ," I answer and look away into the blue water that is actually the color of his eyes. I feel his gaze on me but I ignore it. Why was I here I didn't like Amell at least that's the big lie I kept on holding onto but you know...it's hormones and all right? I guess I came because I just wanted to know what he wanted to tell me

"Because you asked for me ," I say and push the water with my foot. There is an awkward silence before he finally speaks, "what are you doing to me Tracy?", he suddenly blurts out and my head jolts up on it's own accord. What does he mean by what do I do to him? He hates me he frustrates me and then all of a sudden I'm doing things to him? He is the one who is doing things to me his gaze his touch his kiss his body fuck even his piercings and body art everything about him intrigues me. I notice every little detail about him and even no matter how much I try to push myself away I always end up near him whether in a good or bad condition. Fuck I even notice how he behaves when he reads how his arm flexes when he drives. How can I be doing something to him it isn't possible honestly we are polar opposites he's amazing I'm basic he's hot I'm still basic he's so beautiful sometimes it hurts I'm ordinary and it doesn't suck honestly, he's popular I'm infamous, he's a sex god ....sex has never crossed my mind and he's Amell and I'm Tracy we could never work.

Wait why am I pairing us up. He only asked what I was doing to him that doesn't mean I cross his thoughts as much as he crosses mine does it?

" Earth to Tracy!"I hear Amell say and I look at him. "What are you thinking about?" He suddenly asks and I look away shyly. He suddenly touches my left cheek with his palm and turns my head around to look at him. By now my breathing is heavy and my heart beat has increased thank God we were outdoors. Just his touch ,a mere gentle touch, is enough to do things to my body things I've never thought I'd experience before and the worst part is I don't know how to respond to it . I slowly turn my head around to look at him . "What do you mean?" I ask him in such a low tone if he wasn't that close he wouldn't have heard it

"I don't know ," I finally say when I realise that he wasn't going to answer me. Those blue irises are piercing through my skin directly into my soul. The silver greyish highlights on the edge are now more prominent and his face is inches away from mine. I can feel his breath, his minty breath ,fanning my face and my mind is blank clearly he is the one doing things to me

He gently strokes my cheek with his thumb and my breath hitches. He notices what he's done and his lips tug into a lopsided smirk and if I must say it is very attractive. My lips momentarily form a small smile and he strokes my cheek again

"That smile," he says and pauses for a moment and looks deeply into my eyes, "It does things to me Tracy it intrigues me it makes me want to know the reason behind it ," he whispers and his words melt my heart no one literally no one had ever said such words to me it almost sounded poetic and for a moment I thought it was unreal but when I blinked and opened up my eyes he was still there staring at me as though I was water and he'd stayed in a desert for years.

"Those hazel eyes they fucking made me demented, I don't know but I find myself thinking about them more often than I should. Fuck Tracy your hair I always feel the need to touch it and just feel the soft curls between my fingers," he says and strokes my hair. " Those lips Tracy that beauty spot above your upper lip almost seems extra ordinary to me and the first time I kissed you I knew I wouldn't stop myself from touching you again ,Tracy I just had to I don't actually know what it is but something about you just draws me in it pulls me towards you and I can't control it I literally can't," he says and looks away leaving me dumbfounded and consumed by every word he said .Each word he uttered had an effect on me but I couldn't bring myself to utter any single word I opened my mouth several times but not a single word came out . I stared at Amell trying to comprehend his words.

"Why Amell ? You've been with so many different people I don't think my presence has any effect on you ," I shrug so casually as though his outburst meant nothing. He briefly turns his head to the side and looks back at the blue waters

"But none of them was like you ," he says.  "I honestly don't think I'm someone who you could ....you know....like or even want to know ," I say and chuckle sadly. "I mean , look at me ," I say and I look at the clouds "I am," he whispers and I look at him. His eyes are burning into mine . I feel the heat rise and my cheeks flush. I blush furiously unable to control it. "But I'm so different from what you you've had and what you want ," I say and sigh sadly

"Different does not necessarily mean wrong ," he whispers and I feel my heart swell

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