When We Collide √

Chapter 33

I sank into my booth ....shutting out all the voices and noise...I only wished I had my phone...I could've listened to music the whole time ....it helps sometimes ...speaking of music...I really need to ask Kait about my phone....but I didn't want to talk to her ......at least not today

I drank my smoothie slowly ....I had no sense of time because my phone was my source of time.....the cafeteria was slowly becoming empty and I figured that lunch was almost over .......

I decided to dispose of the rest of my smoothie ......suddenly losing my appetite.....when I got out of my booth I could still see the big table had all it's members present but now Gail had joined and was now straddling Amell's laps .....as at now I wished I'd just stayed at my booth

Gail was facing my direction and I just wanted to run away...away from all this.....I saw her lips form into a smirk when she noticed me

I tried to increase my pace

"Hey...look who we have here....," I heard her say .I wanted the ground to open and swallow me alive I'd rather be in hell having a cup of tea with the devil than to be near any of this people

"Hey blackie....," she spat,"Heard you got some good meat yesterday night.... did you have a great time or was he too hard on you,"she continued and I felt my heart sink ....literally sink ...she was now shouting clearly arousing the attention of the whole cafeteria.... everyone was looking at us.....at me....I was standing there glued to the ground . My eyes looked at Logan...and I saw the pity in his eyes....the pity that I was so used to receiving ....I felt a tear drop when I heard Gail's next words, "Did he go deep enough .....how good was....," she didn't finish before she was interrupted by Logan "Shut the fuck up .....," he looked scary......his eyes were now red and his jaw was clenched

Everyone at the cafeteria was now looking at the soap opera unfolding before them

"Chill bro...," I heard Marcus say in an amused tone....he was the cause of all of this ....Kait had her stupid hand intertwined with his ....Amell looked quite amused and Gail had the ugliest grin on her fake face

The tiny string that I was holding onto was suddenly ripping apart....thread by thread .....I felt another tear roll down my cheek and I was still staring at Logan he ran his hands furiously through his hair and tugged slightly

People I didn't even know ...strangers ....people I'd never interacted with .....were now tearing apart my little miserable world....all that I had left of me ....they were shredding every piece ...ripping it apart and the saddest part was that I was watching them do it

I felt my hands start to shake....I was full on sobbing now ....and all the laughs had suddenly stopped ....I felt a sudden cold engulf me ...I began breathing rapidly .....oh no...not this ....not in front of everyone .....I tugged on the rubber band holding my hair in a bun and ripped it apart......my black hair fell to my waist and I tugged on it.......I felt a sudden darkness press me down

"Oh she's putting on quite the show," I heard Gail spit and then she laughed sarcastically

Breathe ....breathe Tracy

But there is no oxygen....I began whimpering I was glued to the spot I wasn't moving I felt cold ...my teeth were chattering

"Tracy ..," I heard someone say before I began struggling for air while holding onto my chest

"Fuck....she's having a panic attack ," I heard Amell scream ....my vision was blur but I think I saw him push Gail of his laps and the last thing I saw was him running towards me before my eyes completely shut down

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