When We Collide √

Chapter 34

I woke up and tried to clear the blur vision ....I could smell vanilla and blueberry and I was moving ..... I was being carried bridal style..what the hell was going on? I turned my head and I hit something hard

"Gail couldn't just shut the fuck up ...she just heard to ....," I heard a familiar voice say it was familiar but my mind was too tired to figure who it belonged to

It took sometime for me to recollect myself ....I'd just had a panic attack. Gail's words began flooding into my mind....it's as if someone had just opened a tap and all the words were pouring out "Heard you got some good meat...was he deep enough," they were all jumbled up in my mind and I began tensing once again

"Try to relax Naye....okay ....try to breathe through your nose and expel through your mouth ," he said
The voice was really familiar.... the scent of his white cotton T-shirt was a scent I'd grown fond of. I tugged on his T-shirt and then he looked down at me...he was still walking while carrying me at the same time

A pair of blue irises looked at me .....they had become a darker shade and they were filled with....concern

"Are you okay ?" he asked

"Naye......," he said in the softest voice . Only three people had once called me that...my mum...Kait sometimes and

Amell???

"We're gonna get you to the nurse ....," I heard him say again

No....I don't want to go to the nurse....that meant calling aunt Marie ...that's the last thing I wanted right now and why was Amell carrying me.... I hated him ...I didn't want him anywhere near me or my life ....All this was his fault ....and Marcus's and Kaitleen ....I hated everyone

"Put me down ....get your hands of me....jerk ," I began screaming and I felt Amell tighten his grip on me when I began struggling to get out of his iron grip. "Seriously leave me alone....I'm okay I don't need any of your pity I can handle my fucking self Amell leave me this instant ," I yelled

"Tracy....you need help can't you just shut up and at least let me help you ," he said. What ..help...he is the cause of this and now he suddenly wants to help

"Please put me down ," I said in a low tone "I'm okay now ...I promise ," I whispered and Amell finally loosened his grip and placed me to my feet . I wobbled a little and he held my waist to steady me and then I looked at him and he quickly removed his hands from my body

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I wanted to scream at him....to rip off his head .....to step on his beautiful face a million times. I wanted to crush him like his friends had crushed me but I couldn't ....I suddenly felt the tears resurfacing.....we were alone in a hallway ....everyone had probably gone to class. Even my own best friend oh ex didn't even bother to come and check up on me

What goes around does come around...

I felt bile rise up to my throat but I swallowed it down "Are you okay ?" I heard Amell say and then he took a step towards me .

Anger was boiling inside of me I desperately wanted to punch a wall or something but I knew that would only end up with me crying

So I decided to take out my anger on the only person who'd crossed my path

"Are you even serious....do you even listen to yourself.....am I okay....Gabriels you seriously expect me to be okay after that..after what your girlfriend ...your obnoxious girlfriend has done to me ....I know I'm miserable but you seriously want to destroy me don't you...your little clique wants to see me crush .....crush to the bone .....I didn't do anything with Logan and then suddenly he's fucked me ...honestly you people have no hearts ...you've already hurt me enough by using my race against me and now you just want to keep em coming right ," I yell and laugh sarcastically "Well you've already seen me fall you've seen me at my worst...at my weakest... when I can't literally breathe.....are you happy....I hope you've gained something ....I hope seeing me at my worst has increased your sperms Gabriels or at least made your cock grow bigger .....because if it hasn't I don't think you've gained anything from it ....," I yell and tug on my hair

Amell was looking at me....his eyes were filled with regret ...he was regretting why he'd decided to help me his jaw clenched and he moved a step closer towards me I held my breathe

"Don't you dare come near me Gabriels ," I spat

"Listen to me Tracy I'm only trying to help ," he began I've already had enough of this 'help'

He was now so close I could smell his minty breathe. I was still holding my breath

"Don't you dare tell me to listen.... Just shut up shut the fuck.....," I wasn't able to finish my sentence before Amell crushed his lips onto mine. My head began spinning ...what the fuck.....

I tried to push him off of me but his grip on my hair tightened and he pushed me forward. His other hand snaked its way around my small waist and he was now pushing me towards his muscular body

Before I knew it I was opening my mouth to welcome his warm tongue his tongue grazed my bottom lip and I opened it further for him to get better access

His tongue moved swiftly with mine ....our movements were synchronized and I felt the cold metal of his tongue piercing on my hot lips when he licked them

I was on fire ...my whole body was on fire ......Amell had awoken senses in body that I never knew I had. I'd never really kissed anyone and I was wondering how I was managing to keep up with this one

My body having a mind of its own directed my tiny hands to his hair and I began tugging on it....pulling him closer .....his own hands were now gripping my curves. With the little experience I had in kissing let's just say I had no experience.....I caught his lower lip in between my teeth and tugged slightly and I heard him moan "Fuck Tracy ....," he whispered while still kissing me

Wait am I kissing Amell......as in the Amell I hate

"Amell stop ....get off ," I placed my palms on his chest and he reluctantly pulled away

There was slight disappointment on his face when I stopped our kiss

Amell was trying to catch his breath and I too was doing the same ....was he trying to give me another panic attack....both of us were shot of breath trying to get over our euphoric state

I couldn't even look at him. The very person that I'm supposed to avoid and keep away from is the same person I just mercilessly kissed a few seconds ago

And sure enough it wasn't sloppy ...it was amazing ...not now subconscious mind

I just stared at him ......his jeans were bulging at the front ....how intense was that kiss anyway

"Stay away from me ,"I choked out and walked away with the little dignity I had left

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