When We Collide √

Chapter 30

By the time I stood up and walked upstairs to my room I was drenched.... All my energy had suddenly been drained from me ....I could feel the bags underneath my eyes I was so glad that the next day wasn't a school day .....first I drag my body to the kitchen and drink water directly from the tap and drag my half dead body upstairs to my room ......I'm sure aunt Marie was still on her shift at the hospital and Aiden was probably with Maria....judging by the time when I looked at the tiny clock on my bedside .....he was probably undressing her by now ....I smiled at the though of at least one of us being happy and contented with life

I slipped out of my clothes leaving them on the floor due to habit and slipped into the shower.... The hot water pierced through my flesh and I liked the amazing pain it caused after what felt like edges I got out of the bathroom .....I wore a cotton short and lose tank top ....it was now 9:45 and I wasn't sleepy at all.....even after all the exhausting shit I'd had to go through that day

I also didn't want to go downstairs to watch anything ...I wasn't hungry apparently ....I wanted to look at funny memes on my phone and at least put a smile on my face.....but I didn't have my phone ....speaking of it I need to find it ....I hope Kait has it but I wasn't planning on talking to her anytime soon ....I don't even know why I was mad at her....maybe I was just mad at the world and I'm throwing all my anger on everyone who crossed my path

I simply sighed and tried to let all memories of that day slide .....I looked at my bookshelf and the awkward arrangement.... or at the lack of arrangement so I decided to keep myself busy by attempting to arrange the books

I tried to arrange them in alphabetical order.....Amell's words kept on repeating in my head and I felt like blowing it up just so I don't think about it

"We came here because we were simply concerned about you....concerned about you ....," I could literally hear his voice at the back of my mind constantly repeating those words .....I tried to think of other things.....like how I was gonna get my phone.... but even when I thought of that he still seemed to pop up in my mind because he was there when I left at the parlour ....and there was also a possibility that he had it because he was seated next to me when I left it

I wasn't worried because there wasn't anything much to see on my phone ....it had at most twenty apps....because I didn't have any social media apps and most of my messages were from Kait and Aiden ....no one else ....I think I had less than ten contacts ....no pics of myself....just of funny memes and screen shots of staff I liked on tumblr ....yeah basically....that's all I heard and at least half of the installed apps were actually for reading

So I didn't worry about him finding out about anything....if he had my phone ...which I highly doubt

I was thinking about Amell again.....I attempted to read a classic and soon got lost in the world of Elizabeth and Darcy .....I was intrigued and lost in the characters' world that I almost forgot about my own reality

How could Elizabeth fall for such an ass...Darcy was so cold hearted....unkind ....cruel ......judgmental and so full of himself ....but still Elizabeth still fell hard for him....I couldn't help but think.....

Maybe perfect people don't always have to be perfect individually..... Each of them masks the others flaws with the compassion they show

I finally drift of to sleep with the slightly tattered novel on my hand and eventually drop it to the floor

I slowly drift of thinking about a grumpy looking man trying to hit me and then a handsome looking person saves me......but it's not the one who actually did it in reality....this one has got pretty blue eyes....like the ocean