When We Collide √

Chapter 20

Why does karma exist honestly......I'm blaming it for all my misfortunes..... Whoever invented karma....if it was invented that is....should just be executed before all those who've suffered because of karma

Like me for example.....I'm here thinking of how I'm going to tell my best friend of my detention with Amell .....

Kait was still staring at me ....waiting for me to talk....by now I'm sure she could see how uncomfortable I was under her questioning gaze

"Hey are you gonna tell me ....cause I'm getting sick of staring at that beauty spot on your lips ," she said

I had no other choice

"Well....nothing much happened we just laughed and I told him about my mum's death ....and he told me bye ....that's all ," I said hesitantly ......intentionally omitting the part where he called my hair amazing and when he came behind me and breathed down my neck before I almost got a mild panic attack

Other than that...I told her pretty much all the details

"So that's what is making you seem so nervous when he's around.....because he made you laugh...," Kait asked and I sensed the sarcasm in her voice

No that's not all he did.....aghr .....you wouldn't get it ass

He breathed down my neck.....his scent only is enough to clog my mind.......to blur my thoughts...... it shuts down my mind leaving only my body to operate

"No......he's a really fun guy ....I quite can't lie about that ....," I chose to reply and avoided making any stupid comments that might later be used against me in the future

"Tracy.....he is a fun guy ...but once he gets you in his trap....the equilibrium suddenly leans on one side and the fun is left only for him to enjoy ....," Kait sounded so evil....she even sounded like she'd lived with Amell her entire life

"What makes you say that ....," I asked while taking a spoon of my froyo
It tasted heavenly .....correction....I imagine heaven as a library where I read each book with froyo next to me

"Tracy....that guy can drive any girl he wants crazy.....and I've noticed something about him....all of his fuck buddies ever since he joined this school ...have always been blondes...I've never once heard that he's fucked a brunette a ginger head or any others...just blondes....," she said it so silently as if we were trying to solve a ghost mystery from Scooby doo

Well the information hit me hard on the face and I immediately knew that Amell wouldn't want anything to do with me.....I mean....look at me....you can't compare me to those chicks he dates...or fucks...whatever.....point is.....I'm very different from what he wants ...I'll never be able to live up to his expectations neither can he live up to mine ....plus even though he said my hair was amazing......I'm starting to regret taking that as a complement....maybe he was just humouring me considering the fact that I looked miserable 24/7 he was only trying to cheer me up and my hair is ebony black....he loved blondes

Wait why am I suddenly giving reasons as to why Amell won't probably like me .....

Do I want him to like me ....

Definitely not

I still wanted to look at him though....just because someone was bad doesn't mean his body was bad to

I twirled the pink plastic spoon around my frozen yoghurt I wasn't even halfway through it ...yet I was already full....but I wasn't gonna throw it

"Hey I think Amell is staring at you...so I'm suggesting you do something else other than playing with your froyo...."

What.....

"Why is he staring at me .....," I asked still avoiding to glance at him

"Well.....we're about to find out....cause here he comes.....," she said in a subtle tone

Oh I am so dead

You might as well start digging my grave

That ear dropping silence suddenly engulfed the whole place when Amell and Marcus stood up ....it's like they owned the place or something ....whatever it was it was irritating me to the bone

Logan and the other guy left the parlour all of a sudden ...aren't Logan and Marcus supposed to stick together.....they were twins after all ....sort of

I sensed their arrival because I could smell the vanilla and blue berry scent and a dash of mint....probably he'd been taking a mint flavoured froyo ......I was drown to it....like it was calling me....forcing me to smell him ....I closed my eyes in attempt to forget that he was here standing there next to me

And then he sat ...Amell sat there on my side while Marcus sat next to Kaitleen and I saw her grin when he turned to face her

I didn't even spare a glance at Amell....the only evidence that proved he was there next to me was his amazing scent and the fact that he was invading my personal space....does he even know why my side was left open ......I tried to breathe

Breathe Tracy ....you can handle this jerk

"Hey....Naye....," I heard him say in his deep yet soothing voice

I said a silent prayer....... before I risked my fucking life and turned my head to face him