When You're Mad At Him

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Y/N: Your Name
H/C: Hair Color
L/N: Last Name
E/C: Eye Color

Kai
Your POV

I looked down at the white envelope in my hands, the two papers sticking out. My eyes wouldn't leave the writing, it was a transcript saying that my application was sent in to the art school, the only problem is I didn't send in an application.

My door opened and shut, I looked up, still holding the envelope. Kai stood still with a concerned look on his face, "What's wrong? Are you hurt? Did something happen?" Kai asked me, rushing over and holding my shoulders, I pushed him away and folded my arms, "Yes, I'm hurt." I admitted, his eyes widened and he grew confused, "I'm hurt because you went behind my back!" I shouted, pressing the letter into his chest.

He grabbed it as I turned around, leaning my hands on the desk, "I know it looks bad but I had good intentions." he defended, trying to hold my hand, I didn't pull him away, it made me feel safe. "Kai, you know that I don't want to leave, you shouldn't have done that." I told him. He sighed and looked into my E/C eyes, "Y/N, please--" he began,

I shook my head and ripped my hand away, whipping around, "No- Kai, I can't-- I had trust for you! That you would be there when I needed you not to go behind my back and go against my wishes!"

"I wanted to help!"

"I don't need your help!" I retorted, tears spilling from my eyes as my old memories were brought back into motion. I turned around and wiped my eyes, "Because I can't lose you too, okay? I don't want anyone to help me!" I yelled, more at myself than Kai.

He pulled me around, facing him, "What happened?" he questioned, I shook my head, "Y/N, what happened?"

"I killed my parents, Kai." I sobbed, "I was sick, and they wanted to go get medicine but I begged for them not to leave me, but they did! Then the next thing I know is I'm in a hospital on drugs and a doctor comes in to tell me that they died in a car crash! Trying to help me! So don't try to help me because it will not end well for either one of us!"

"I was trying to get you to move into your life, Y/N. I'm sorry, about everything you've gone through. But I will never leave you helpless." he told me, placing a kiss on my forehead before leaving through the door. I squinted my eyes and crawled against the wall, pulling my knees to my chest.

Jay
Your POV

I held a picture frame in my hands, sitting with my legs crossed on my bed. I ran my finger over the boy in the picture, he was wearing a blue hoodie and navy jeans, his arm was slung around my shoulder as I looked into his eyes even though he was focused on the camera with a smile. I sighed to myself and shook my head, "I thought I could trust you." I mumbled, tossing the picture to my side.

"You know I'm sorry, I told you." he whined, trying to walk closer, I shook my head and glared at him, "You had me believing that I could tell you anything, but you were just using me, what was it? Some kind of prank?" I asked him, standing up and folding my arms.

"No, I actually fell for you, Y/N. Come on, you have to know that."

"You talked to me under that tree and talked about the ninja, after the ultra-sonic radar! But no, you lied!"

"I didn't want to hurt you!"

"You already have! I've already been hurt so much and I don't want to be hurt again!"

"I don't want to hurt you, Y/N! Please, let me explain!"

"You've already explained, Jay! There's nothing more you can say! You're just like them, you're a hypocrite and a liar!" I screamed.

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