Get Out Of My Swamp!!! (Random Book)

Yet another rant about being trans and hating it

"One page of the Bible isn't worth a life"

So like
it's really sad
when a child's biggest fear
is their parents.
That's how I am and I feel like such a pathetic little wimp.
People say "just cut your hair, your parents can deal with it"
but like I'm literally so completely terrified of my mother. Completely. Terrified.
And I tell people that. And they're still like, "Do this and this and this so you can be happy"

I'm constantly sacrificing my happiness so I don't piss her off and like I know it's so wimpy there's nothing manly about me but I'm still a man. A wimpy one, but one all the same. I still take stupid dance classes I hate because, according to my mum, you can't quit in the middle of the semester even though people do it all the time... ? And like, since then she's completely forgotten the fact that I hate dance. Even though I literally said it to her face. She still nags because I don't practice at home. She pressures me to wear makeup (which I don't because I have never really liked makeup anyway). She buys all these cringeworthy dresses and girly "blouses" (I think that's what they're called? Or maybe tunics? It's those things you wear with leggings idek) She keeps buying all this crap that just sits in my closet to rot for all of eternity. I literally tell her I hate that stuff and she still wastes her money even though she constantly complains that we're broke af

Dad tells her to force me to wear it. My parents make me. They won't let me wear anything other than a dress when they drag me to church. I would enjoy going there much more if I could just wear a button down shirt and dress pants...just saying....that's still v snazzy and dressy. They annoy the crap out of me when I wear girly crap because they're always like "you're so cute, you're so pretty, that looks good on you" and I'm thinking "excuse me...I feel like literal shit...let me take this sinful garment off of my body right now." But I don't say that. I just say "you say that about everything. It's annoying. Also this is v uncomfortable let me wear something I actually like." And they're like, "no. Wear that. It looks good." Like, have you even seen me? I look like a drag queen minus the makeup in these clothes, boi! (I'm not hating on drag queens. I think drag queens are actually awesome. I'm just saying that when I wear dresses and extremely feminine  clothing I look like a drag queen would if all drag queens weren't KiLlIn 'eM. Yanno. If drag queens looked like trash ((which they DO NOT)) they would look like me)

My mum calls literally anyone a weirdo and/or freak. If they do something even remotely out of her version of 'normal', she freaks out. Calls them weirdos. Like a few days ago somebody had a skull sticker on their truck and my brother asked my mum why and she replied, "Because that person is a weirdo." Who cares if someone has a skull sticker on their truck? Who cares if a boy was born in a girl's body? Who cares if that one person worships differently than you do? Who cares if a girl wants to kiss a girl, or a boy, or both, or neither, or people who don't identify as one or the other? Who cares if someone has a different color skin than you, or a different nationality? That has literally nothing to do with your life. That's their lives, not yours. There are bigger things to worry about in the world. We should just let people be themselves, without having to be afraid of other people and their opinions.

Please, stop the hate. No one deserves to feel hated, unloved, filthy. No one should be discriminated against because of something they cannot change about themselves. It's so awful that people care more about a transgender person going to the bathroom that matches their gender than world hunger, war, global warming, environmental protection...seriously. Worry about preserving our planet, helping people rather than hurting them.