Kpop Imagines/preferences [✔]

Jay Park

I recommend listening to Tiffany - Heartbreak Hotel while reading this.

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I felt so empty, alone, worthless. But despite feeling this way I went to the club. I wanted to escape this crushing feeling and I figured alcohol would be a fitting solution. However, I never planned on running into you. I never planned on letting you into my heart. I never planned on you breaking it.

You was so charming, yet arrogant. So sweet but deadly. I knew it was a bad idea from the start, I thought I was broken beyond repair. But you somehow managed to fix me, or so I thought. In reality, you was just a beautiful distraction from the chaos going on around me.

When I was with you I felt like I was on cloud 9. I never wanted to come down from the high you gave me. You constantly whispered sweet nothings in my ear, told me you'd never leave me.

"Do you love me?" I asked, tangled in your arms.

You turned to me and flashed a crooked smile. "Forever and always baby."

That was our saying, forever and always. How short forever turned out to be. I didn't realize the forced smiles and strained I love yous until it was too late. But even if I had noticed it sooner I wouldn't had been able to fix it anyway. You were so wild and free spirited while I was a complete and utter disaster.

Sometimes I go back to that club, hoping to catch a glimpse of what we used to be.

"What's a pretty girl like you doing here?" You yelled, desperately trying to heard over the loud booming music.

"None of your business." I growled, taking another shot of liquor, my vision staring to blur.

"I think that's enough for now. Why don't I take you home?" You said, grabbing my arm to prevent me from falling over.

I don't remember the exact details of that night. But I do remember feeling safe for the first time in months.

I can't seem to hate you, no matter how hard I try. Nor can I forget you.

I remember the moment I realized you were gone so clearly. I woke up and rolled over, hoping to be pulled into your warm embrace. I was met with emptiness. I frantically searched my apartment and left numerous calls. But I knew you were gone, and you were never coming back. I saw you one more time, granted, you didn't see me. I was stumbling down the sidewalk one night, highly intoxicated, when I spotted you. You had your arms tightly wrapped around a girl's waist. She was giggling, and you were planting light kisses down her neck.

"Do you love me?" She asked, looking up at you expectedly.

"Forever and always baby." You replied with the same crooked grin.

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I never mentioned his name but I was thinking of Jay when I wrote this. But you can think of whoever you want really. I'm in an angsty mood so yeah sorry about that. Request away guys.

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