Kpop Imagines/preferences [✔]

BTS - Jungkook X Jimin

Warning: self harm and mention of starving one's self.

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"You had no right!! No right!" Jungkook screamed, his voice laced with betrayal. "Do you think I didn't know you were puking up meals? Because I knew Jimin, but did I say anything? No, I didn't because I knew you needed to stop on your own. I knew whatever I said wouldn't stop you."

Jimin cringed, memories of the past flashed before his eyes. The times when his only friend was cold bathroom floor.

"You should have." Jimin whispered. "You should have stopped me." He looked up at the raven haired boy that stood before him and wished this was all a dream. But it wasn't, this was reality.

Not 20 minutes before, the two boys were sleeping peacefully on the couch. But Jungkook had woken up and was in need of something, not Jimin, definitely not Jimin. He needed that sharp, magnificent blade. It was his salvation, it made him feel, in control. So he silently untangled himself from his boyfriend's arms and crept into the bathroom. Only to find his friend, gone. He searched everywhere, nothing. Tears started to form and he quickly wiped them away. Jimin, he thought. Jimin must have taken it.

So Jungkook confronted Jimin and of course he couldn't deny it.

"Just stay out of my business!" Jungkook yelled and pushed past Jimin.

Jimin watched him run to the bedroom and slam the door behind him. Jimin slumped to the floor, defeated.

After a few minutes Jimin dragged himself off the scratchy carpet and silently walked to their shared bedroom. He put his ear to the door and listened, nothing. It was completely quiet, too quiet. He has a another one. Fear pulsed through Jimin, he couldn't lose Jungkook to this, not again.

Jimin burst into the room just as Jungkook was about to run the blade across his pale skin. Jungkook looked up at Jimin's sudden entrance.

"Jungkook stop!" Jimin pleaded, eyes full of worry. "Please don't do this!"

Jimin knew far too well his words had no effect on his boyfriend. So instead he attempted to grab the blade from Jungkook.

"Jimin stop!"

They struggled for a moment, but Jungkook gave one final tug which caused the blade to rake across Jimin's hand. It made a clean red line.

They both watched as blood poured out onto the blue comforter and stained the floor below.

"Hyung.... I'm, I'm so sorry." Jungkook said apologetically, using Jimin's favorite word.

Jimin's first reaction was to be angry with Jungkook. But, seeing as that would result in Jungkook taking it out on himself later Jimin decided against it.

"It's ok, I'm ok." Jimin said soothingly.

Jimin got up, took the blade and went into the bathroom. He cleaned up his hand and flushed the blade down the toilet, which probably wasn't the best idea but he wasn't worried about that right now. Jimin walked back into their shared bedroom and pulled Jungkook into his arms.

"Promise me, you'll try. Promise me you won't do that anymore." Jimin whispered in Jungkook's ear.

"I-I promise." Jungkook said with tears running down his cheeks.

Maybe things would get better, after all you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.

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I'm sorry. This is the result of reading too many sad jikook fics.

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