I'm just ranting about how fucking confusing gender is right now, so if you're not interested, skip it, I don't really care.
I really fucking hate gender. For a while you can be like, "Aye, I got it all figured out." And then it fricken creeps up on you like... "Really? You sure? Cause I also see *insert gender*and *insert other gender* too. Are you sure you're not that??"
And that's kinda where I'm at now. For a while I felt completely male, and now I feel like I'm 80% male, 10% genderless |agender| and the other 10% is non-binary. And then some days, like today, I feel completely agender, or completely non-binary. It doesn't happen a lot, but it still kinda bothers me since it confused the shit out of me.
Then I question if I'm faking it for attention or shit like that, and it's really invalidating, and hurts.
I mean, it was pretty damn confusing when I started questioning, but now I'm even more confused than I was then? And I don't get it? It might be because I thought I knew and now I'm not sure that's it? I'm not sure. All I know is that I'd like it to fucking stop because it's being an annoying piece of shit.

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